Author: Jan Scholten
A child who lost his purity, enthusiasm, spontaneity from being left alone, being neglected or abused by parents and adults. His father is too busy with their job, career and making money to have time for them. Their mother care for them but no time either. Or they are not seen and attended because the attention goes to another, younger and more problematic child.
Secrets, hidden, feeling of missing.
Resistance, tough, not giving in.
Sitting aside, at the edge.
2 sides, alternating.
Confused in contact, out of feeling of oneself; better sensing when alone.
General: > covering, not seeing it.
Stomach: empty, sinking.
Scholten J. Nosy Be provings. Utrecht. 2014.