4.16 Cerium iodatum caseWidth 7, Depth 5,
Cure 6, Duration 6
A man of 35 years of age has eye problems, diagnosed as pseudopterygium. For about 10 years he has had a stitching, sore pain in his right eye, worse from light, worse from lack of sleep, worse from drugs like marijuana and ecstasy, better from a good sleep. It’s better since he started a diet without pork, organ meat and red wine. It was worse when he was unhappy in his relationship with his girlfriend. His conjunctiva is red. His eyelid trembles.
He has eczema on the elbow, ears and scrotum, mostly left sided.
He had an attack of psychosis 10 years before. He felt very anxious and lonely. He heard voices telling him that life is a puzzle. He was interpreting what people said, and he was the only person who didn't know the solutions. When one puzzle was almost solved, the next one came. He was able to get out of the psychosis by himself, without drugs and that pleased him. The psychosis was attributed to smoking marijuana and /or a kriss (Indonesian dagger) that he got from an uncle. After the psychosis he threw the kriss into the water, in a kind of ritual.
He’s always been timid and anxious. He is a loner and finds it difficult to make contact. As a child he was often alone because he was a foreigner, a boy with Indonesian parents. He has a fear he won’t be able to say anything interesting. In his twenties he went to parties to make contact with people, but he stopped after his psychosis, seeing that he only made superficial contacts that way. He does not trust people very easily. He wants relationships with friends to be on an equal basis. He feels better in one-to-one relationships than in big groups.
Food has often been a problem, a means of control. Until the age of 11 he was quite obese. It made him feel different and unattractive to others, especially girls. At the age of 11 he started dieting, rigorously, till he was thin. He could feel guilty when cheating on his diet. That conflicted with his feeling of honesty, as “things have to be right”.
He started his own clinic for holistic massage therapy. He is very interested in people and wants to do something real for his patients, so that they experience a real change. It’s very important to do essential things. But few patients come owing to his difficulty in making contact. He can’t believe fully in his clinic out of fear of being disappointed. His doubts cause a restless feeling in his abdomen.
His father was in a concentration camp. He was always very critical about sport and school results. He has the perfectionism and critical attitude of his father. His mother was anxious and protective, wanting to play safe. That made him avoid “irresponsible” choices. But when she wanted him to work for money after high school, he went his own way and started studying. He was irritated by the over-protective attitude of his mother. He felt an adult, not a person doing weird things.
He likes Indonesia very much and feels very much at home with the country and his family.
Dream: being persecuted, reaching his house at the last moment, but incapable of locking the door.
Weather: cold feet.
Perspiration: forehead and back, << heat, << exertion.
Time: < 9 pm, > morning, < autumn.
Desire: spicy, crunchy, salt, bananas.
Aversion: meat.
Sleep: sleepwalking.
AnalysisThe eye problems indicate the
Gold series. The
Lanthanides themes are: aversion domination of his mother, feeling like an adult, aversion to being limited by his family and being a holistic massage therapist. Confirmations are: aversion meat, aversion cheating, desire marijuana and ecstasy, desire interesting contact, aversion superficial contact. He also managed to get out of psychosis by himself, without medication.
He has always been a kind of loner, not being much in contact with others. This is an indication for
Cerium,
Stage 4. This is confirmed by the fact that his clinic hasn't run well since the start.
The being a loner was due to the fact that he was a foreigner, an immigrant. This indicates
Iodum, which is confirmed by his problems with food.
One can see the
Cerium iodatum also in the following situations.
-He entered (
Stage 4) his inner world (
Lanthanides) in his psychosis due to a kriss, a foreign cultural (
Iodum) object.
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Food (
Iodum) is a means for self-control (
Lanthanides)
DD Praseodymium: His timidity and doubt point to
Stage 2 to 5. He had already started his clinic, so it’s more
Stage 4 or 5.
Stage 4 is more amazed, wondering and just looking, whereas
Stage 5 is more trying to find solutions, alternating between doing and giving up.
DD Sulphur: He sees himself as a
Sulphur-type: desire spicy food, not cleaning his shoes.
Follow upAfter
Cerium iodatum MK he’s improving. His eye is much less of a problem. The conjunctiva isn't red anymore and the pain comes less often and disappears faster. His clinic is improving and more clients are coming. He is searching less and is more satisfied with his situation. He is much less worried and perfectionistic. He can show his emotions much better. His desire for food diminished and he feels full more easily.
After 4 months he’s doing much better and decided to stop homeopathic treatment.