EssencePanic of being alone, even when in a close group; holding on to the group and still feel alone, lonely. Feeling of being under pressure, fear that things will go wrong, even when things look smoothly and the weather is beautiful. Awkward form being under pressure and pushing through; other are disturbed by this behaviour, but as they see the good intentions let him continue, looking at him as a bit foolish; then he feel alone again.
MindHolds on, in a spasmodic way, cannot let go, hold on with possible power.
Impatient.
No smell.
At one hand playful, light, cheerful and funny.
On the other hand spasmodic, pertinacious, pressing, dirty.