Author: Jan Scholten
English: Passion flower.
Culture: movie “Coma”.
Dissociated, out of the now, the moment.
Lack of passion in actions.
Cannot see the magic of life, own soul purpose.
Lack of energy, compassion, awareness.
Suffering of the flesh and emotions.
Impression of being disowned and abandoned by all.
Immolated on the altar of his suffering and thought, to atone for his sins to others.
Silent, willing victim of himself.
Left by everyone; left alone, denied.
Abuse of narcotics, morphine, alcohol.
Restless, nervous, < tedious work.
Neuroses of children.
Hysteria. Acute mania.
Ailments from mental worries, exhaustion, excitement, nervousness.
Delirium, trembling, loquacious, mania-a-potu.
Delusions: floating in air; eyes falling out, lying on the blanket.
Dreams: children; < emotional causes.
Dreams: children; emotional causes.
Sensation: boring pains.
Time: < night.
Food: < eating.
Sleep: sleepless, restless, wakeful, << exhaustion, in infants and the aged, < worried, < overwork; < narcotics, < surgical operation.
Physical: < dentition.
Nervous: !! delirium tremens; convulsions, tetanic, < newborns, < children, < labour; neuralgia; spasms, tetanus.
Head: pain, violent, as if top of head would come off.
Eyes: pushed out; exophthalmos.
Nose: coryza, alternating sides, < lying on one side.
Lungs: asthma; whooping-cough.
Chest: functional heart troubles, cold surface, cold extremities, small weak pulse.
Stomach: leaden, dead, < after meals; sour belching, belching; acidity, burning.
Abdomen: liver portal congestion.
Rectum: flatulence; diarrhoea painful; ! irritable haemorrhoids; worms.
Female: menses painful, dysmenorrhoea.
Back: pain, coccyx; ! sciatica.
Limbs: heels seem up in air; cold, clammy hand and feet.
Skin: ulcers, chancre, erysipelas, burns.