Author: Jan Scholten
They feel rejected, an outcast of society and usually they are so. They are rejected by family, friends, society and feel rejected even by God. Their only survival is to keep their mind clear, which is very difficult as they are full of hatred and revenge to the world and people who have done bad things to them. They can easily lose control and burst into attacks of rage, cursing and blasphemy.
Unconsciousness, sudden complete.
Delirium, furious, maniacal.
Cry < little things.
Grimaces, laughing sardonic.
Anger, irritable, desires hitting.
Dream: escaping from concentration camp.
Clown, making jokes.
Fear: clowns, ridiculed.
Delirium, furious, maniacal. Grimaces, laughing sardonic.
Crying, < little things.
Cursing, blasphemy, provoking God.
Playing, like a clown.
Fear: robbers hiding as clowns.
Ailments from people selling their own children.
Feels distant to world; out of centre, always floating, turning, restlessly trying to find the centre; hands do not belong to him.
Fear: insanity, happen.
Delusion: hands and voice are not their own.
Colour preference: Black.
Weather: > open air.
Time: < 9 am.
Sleep: much yawning.
Physical: < touch, < resistance.
Vertigo: dizzy, giddy.
Nervous: epilepsy, convulsions, opisthotonos, < sleep, < menses, < pregnancy; eclampsia; paralysis; apoplexy, aphasy, hemiplegia; twitching; cramps; medulla oblongata, breath centre, heart centre.
Head: headache, congestive, hammering, burning, rising.
Eyes: fixed, pupils narrow, dilated.
Face: livid, red spots. !3 twitching convulsive; trismus.
Mouth: foaming, locked jaws, aphthae; tongue numb, paralysis, trembling.
Lungs: breathing, heavy, spasmodic, stertorous; cough, tickling + rattling lower chest; expectoration, thick frothy.
Stomach: burning, nausea and vomiting.
Urinary: urination frequent; pain bladder < cold feet.
Female: menses long.
Back: backache; sciatica, extending sciatic nerve; hands feet, numb cold.
Skin: dermatitis, lepra, ichthyosis.