Author: Jan Scholten
655.72.16 Misodendrum oblongifolium
Source: Linda Johnston.
Energy: weak, child like, less than incapable, ugly, dirty, uneducated, incomplete, not whole, missing parts of herself, of no value, dependent on a group for support, nourishment, shelter, love, help and life itself.
Needs complete and close attachment to the group, as if by an umbilical cord or a lifeline; theycan only take things from others.
Others feel taken advantage of, used as if she is selfish, a dead weight, a waste of space pulling them down and not contributing to the group survival, like a parasite.
Risk for being not included, cut off, voted out, disconnected, cast off like a leper or even kicked, screamed at, choked or killed.
Dream: wanting to be in a hospital bed with tubes hanging down from the ceiling to feed her.