Author: Jan Scholten
666.65.04 Leycesteria formosa
English: Himalayan honeysuckle.
German: Zarter Mandelduft.
Botany: mountain; stem with nodes.
Source: Links May 2003.
Nervous; starting with fright at night.
Estranged, feeling odd, strange, out of body.
Feeling distant from family but wants to belong to them, cannot reach out and connect with them.
Delusion: people in room, weeping.
Sees someone standing.
Singing. Cleaning. Focused.
Energetic, desire exercise, jumping, gymnastics, running on treadmill.
Energy: tired; work is a chore.
Awkward, lets things fall; clumsy.
Delusion: frightening image, someone standing in my room, it was my wardrobe, screamed.
Dream: having a baby, conceived, extra flooding of a foetus coming away like a miscarriage; whole abdomen felt squeezed.
Dream: being a silver soldier with a lemony yellow smell, marching, felt puzzled.
Dream: friends asked the best way to a place, we looked at the map and we all felt good.
Dream: black marks on my hands, growing to big black warts, felt too ashamed to work.
Dream: tall, soft, green grass or corn, waving in the wind from left to right.
Dream: combine harvesters, green, yellow, all coming towards me, I felt really small but not scared.
Weather: > washing in warm or hot water.
Time: < 11 pm, < 4 pm.
Desire: sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds, pasta, bread with butter and cheese; drinks; food, cannot stop eating.
Sleep: sleepy, < 4 pm.
Physical: > menses, > hard pressure, > bathing in cold water.
Vertigo: light, floating: as if in high places, < bending forward.
Chest: breast dull deep aching, left, < touch.
Stomach: balloon; expanded; waves extending pelvis.
Rectum: urge, explosive diarrhoea.
Female: menses copious, bright red; cramps; < menses.
Limbs: fractures; hand feels floating; thumb: pain, > hard pressure, > pressing with a cold wet cloth.
Skin: wounds, injuries, healing quickly.