Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Secret Lanthanides
Type:
Remedy
Chapter:
10.2
10.2 Gadolinium nitricum
Analysis
Self-satisfied when a winner
Self-satisfied when enjoying
Disharmony when being narrowed down
Balance by pushing oneself
Obvious independence through being pushed by father
Just autonomous to enjoy themselves
Boasting about their own success
Pushing themselves to reach spiritual harmony
Self-satisfied when a winner
They want to be the best in order to feel harmonious. Being someone gives them satisfaction and the feeling of being independent. They are fun-loving people that want to have a good time with others. They are good company, wanting to have a good time, where they can see and respect the autonomy of themselves and others. Sometimes their desire to be the best can give rise to conflicts, but they will limit their boasting then to regain the harmony. They are also very good lovers. On the one hand they’re passionate and on the other hand they keep an eye on the needs of both themselves and their partner.
Disharmony when being narrowed down
They cannot stand being limited or narrowed down. They need their wide open space and feel in disharmony when they don’t get it. They will mostly try to keep the harmony, but when they feel too restricted they can become angry and even explode. They can also feel disharmony when others try to push themselves too much into the foreground. Then their desire to see both sides of everything is put out of balance by the exaggerated personality of just one person
Pushing oneself to reach spiritual harmony
They have a desire for spiritual connection and development. They can have the vision that harmony can only be reached in the inner world, in the psyche. But to reach that, they have to push themselves into the inner world. In the beginning this pushy quality gives rise to enthusiasm and a lot of pleasant energy. In later stages it can lead to a boasting quality that will hinder real harmony. This can lead to marked discontent and revengeful qualities, blaming others for their lack of harmony and self-control.
Mind
Fear: narrow places, streets, public, no exit, disease, death
Desire: cooking, eating, delicious food, enjoying.
Time: < morning (9 am).