Remedy code: 3- 665.622.08
A woman of 52, small in stature, with a delicate build, elegant, soft, very open and moves easily. Her eyes are alert, but there's emptiness behind them. I don't have physical problems, but can you help me a little, which direction should I go in? Last year she did body-oriented therapy, and situations from the past have come clear that she freezes, she can't break through it. It happens instinctively, loses herself, shut down, gone in her head, and don't know what to say. It is about family, she can get lost in it. In the past, she had a psychosis, that was in a previous relationship. She feel a lot from people, feel the tensions of others. Now she feels burned out. She wanted to help, but can't let it go and can't sleep anymore. She has a half relationship, losing herself in that, he is unreachable just like her ex. She can't feel her boundaries, feels his sadness. She works as a supervisor in psychiatry, it's very nice work, is also involved with spiritual masters, and religions, also do volunteer work. She has always been busy with existential questions, even at a very young age. In her family it was very busy, they had an open house, but it was an emotionally scattered family. Her father left early, her mother was mentally unstable, and she became a bit of a mother to her. Her mother expressed herself negatively to her about her father, which created an emotional atmosphere with a lot of charge. She feels ‘I am off track, want to get back to myself’. It's such chaos, her feelings go up and down, and it's gotten worse because of the therapy. Always focused on her work, but lost that now. ‘I have no brakes’. She is dealing with refugees, and has heard and sees so much already. Normally she thrive on her inspiration, and can be very service-oriented then. Normally she has a lot of energy.
AnalysisGold series: independent, shadow, as
Lanthanides aspects corresponds
Gold series, existential questions, self- reflection.
Silver series: feeling a lot, feeling energies, spiritual, Theosophy, inspiration.
Phase 6: absent father, giving a lot, I'm off track, burnt out, work for refugees
Phase 2: Mother is insecure, which direction should I go, shutting down, a half relationship.
Stage 8: having no brakes, pushing oneself.
Stage 4: freezing, avoiding contact, a half relationship.
Keywords of
Verbenales from casuistry are: fatigue, heaviness, sigh, a touch of nostalgia, related to 'running out', having to and being able to let go, having to accept it, often driven by a consciousness of and reflection on life. Justicia works as a relaxing herb, on muscle tension, used in bronchitis and tuberculosis (lungs: speaking out).
Prescription: Justicia adhoda C200.
Follow upAfter three months her posture is now more upright, somewhat tighter, and the eyes are even harder, looking more outwardly in contrast to the magnetic posture she had, less of a victim and more resigned, she seems more decisive. Last year it was chaotic inside her, but that's gone now, it's not chaos anymore but an inner dialogue. After taking it, she started dreaming a lot, a lot about the past, the family, and her ex. What she noticed is that the freezing is gone, she feels no longer the rabbit looking into the headlights, but she is in her power. Things are going very well with the family now. Now more aware and confidence in her 'being'. All the accusations against her now feel unjust, and she stayed calm about it, before she could absorb it. Sleeping has been good for the past few months, not waking up at 3 am. and then lying down thinking. While telling, there are slight twitching of the eyeballs. The tension now manifests in the muscles, in a general
feeling of tension, and no longer in consciousness, in confusion and chaos. Often the follow up gives us a good remedy picture, what can be important to learn a lot about remedies. After five months: it's going well, she tells she had now learned to 'zoom out', to understand herself and see what she is doing. She solved problems and spoken out everything, it did cause tension, she could withstand it. Rejection: that has to do with the 'partner' as a theme, now she has a 'half' relationship again, she wants to support him, financially, and in everything, it bothers her that she doesn't get recognition then. Concentration is better, more in her power, more subtle, and she feels inspiration again. This teaches her to let go of the illusory. The right eye can still twitch when she talks about the past, about the family. We get onto the theme family because she has a lot of pain in her jaw with the flu now, it pulled through to the jaw as if there were a lot of cavities. Jaw roots indicate roots of your existence, the pattern of the past is now clear to her and she can deal with it well now. Rejecting and attracting, a relationship she now withdraws. She has known for a long time that something is not right in that relation but then continues to give support. The year after this she feels stable and happy. The doubt about how to proceed, how to tackle it, and the freezing fit into
Stage 4, which also emerged in Sense proovings. Doing a lot, no brakes is continuing all the time, forcing herself resembles
Stage 8, but also fits into the concept of
Phase 6, giving too much.