Butomus umbellatus A woman, 45 years old, she appears younger, and has two children; before she was in consultation for
stopping antidepressants, and she recovered after Caesalpina-bonplandii. After two years, she
returns: it's not going well with her now; she feels like all the filters are open again. She means that
everything comes in. Her voice is high, vulnerable, and small. She worries about her daughter.
"My daughter is now a teenager; there is still such a strong bond. I feel her emotions coming in so
strongly; it's too much for me. Last school year, everything was going well; it was just flowing.
This year, she is defiant. When she is angry, happy, or sad, I feel it here," pointing to the solar
plexus. "With other people, the feeling is there too: I sense them, that's what I'm known for; they
say 'you listen so well.' The tears are close, but I haven't burst into tears yet. I feel agitated and
restless.
Work is also stressful; things I could previously put into perspective, I could handle them. But now
I lie awake and worry from 3-4 o'clock. It has exhausted me. I was so tired, felt so miserable, and
became extremely short of breath. I got a severe respiratory infection; I couldn't get it under control.
The thyroid function went down, and I got extra medicine; she has been using Euthyrox for 15
years. I am sensitive to people. Responsibility at work is very present. I am constantly juggling, and
leading things in the right direction. I am such a thinker; after the day, I think a lot and put everything under a magnifying glass. Asking myself: should I have said it differently; I keep thinking about it. I am so in my thoughts; I get scared by the doorbell, for example.
She is very shy, out of insecurity. It originated in high school. She was an invisible girl, and had to
blush quickly. You wanted to belong, but not at all costs. The home situation was also that she
couldn't bring friends home, her father was alcoholic. She is never satisfied with herself. She can deal
much more easily with young people, the age of 15-19 years, like her children now are; that is an interesting group, or it is because they accept me as I am. I always want to be there for the others in the family, but I forget myself. I don't get a say.
AnalysisBecause many characteristics of
Malvales are present,
Malva sylvestris was prescribed, which
relieved for a week. What is the living world of this woman, what are her consciousness and
experience focused on, and which aspect of life affects her the most: the family, the toddlers at
work. Her own school time is also indicative of her life. This refers to
Silicium series.
Silicium series,
Series 3:
Family and colleagues, her young voice and appearance. Focused on contact.
Liliidae 33: The problems from her youth manifested in not being able to deal with peers, the school
age, the period she couldn't keep up with, and the developmental phase associated with Class 33.
Phase 1: Wants to belong, not having a place, not having a connection, not being able to deal with
friends. Longing for unity.
Phase 6: Finding herself worthless, fatigued, giving a lot to others. No oxygen. Father with alcohol,
phase 6 or 7.
Stage 13: She holds on tightly to the past, lingering on a thought, looking back after a discussion.
Insecurity is paramount. Described and seen before in
Butomus umbellatus. Placed at stage 13,
doubt plays a big role.
Prescription:
Butomus umbellatus C200.
Follow-upAfter four weeks: Cautiously telling, she speaks less high or squeaky in tone, she says: "I think it's
going well myself. The first day, I think it went well again because I was proud of myself. Talking
about myself is not my hobby; the week after the remedy, I was tired. Then it went uphill. I am
calmer, more stable, less angry, less quick to cry, but still at emotional TV programs. I can still
think too much, but now I can let it go faster. The doubt is still enormous; I don't want to disappoint
anyone. I feel like I'm on the right track. Colleagues also noticed that I radiated it. My sleep is well.
I prefer everyone at home, but now I dare to go on vacation without the children. After this, things
go well for years.