Author: Jan Scholten
Ailments from embarrassment, shame.
Sexuality: high, tantrism, sexuality combined with spiritualism; homosexuality, travestitism; licking genitals, initiation.
Religion: devotion, meditation, spiritual, Maria Magdalena, Christ, rose cross, female goddess, Isis, tantra; fanatical devotion; guru's, cheating.
Party: jovial, flags, boats, restaurant, game, fun, dance, laughing; boys and girls.
Isolation, vacuum, cocoon, distant, no contact with the group, not good and good, strange.
Threat: vague, obscure or illusionary; bombs; hostile; fire spitting dragons; spears, not kosher; horror figure, frightened to death; criminality, robbers, maffia, theft, burglars, murderers, killing; sharp, violent, penetrating.
Relaxed, detached, indifference; harmony, acceptation, rest, open feeling, laconic; patience, simple, quiet, peaceful, clear, light.
Harmony, between male and female.
Illusion, deception, unreliable, questionable, fake, denial, cheating.
Betrayed by someone that should support you.
Desire to be sweet, to caress.
Lazy, averse working, unreliable.
Confusion, foggy, unclear, chaotic, forgetful.
Escape by avoiding, going sideways, going into another world.
Memory diminished, as if parts are gone, like the holes in Emmenthaler cheese.
Dare to be different.
No ceremony, hodgepodge but simplicity.
Text of Tina Turner: what's got love to do with it; Second-hand emotion.
Feeling being not good, not beautiful.
Fear: being judged; limbs will be chopped off.
Deep shame to be here and go into your own power.
Feeling abused, manipulated.
Had to prove myself, with a domineering man, a leader, in order to belong to the group.
Emotional flat, inert.
Not seen and not heard.
Absent, not being there.
Confusion from not being helped by my helper.
Nervous: Alzheimer, BSE.
Head: headache, heavy, pressing, as of a knot, occiput, neck, left, extending forehead.
Eyes: visual disturbances.
Ears: ache, right.
Mouth: teeth problems, root abscess; tooth loose, falling out.
Nose: coryza, much mucus; hard hearing.
Lungs: crepitations, right lung.
Heart: stitching; polarity between kidney area at the backside and the heart.
Abdomen: spleen; band around diaphragm; liver.
Rectum: stool is slow.
Urinary: urination slow, infrequent, frequent, ineffectual urge; prostatism.
Limbs: pain in base joint of thumbs; stiff fingers and hands; sensation of paralysis, heaviness arms, sensations arms are longer; lame wrists.