Author: Jan Scholten
664.34.17 Cyclamen purpurascens, Cyclamen europaeum
Cyclamen is a good remedy for migraines from guilt feeling about having had an abortion. They feel guilty that they have killed their own child. Of course they have many excuses that let them make that choice but internally it still does not feel right but it cannot be changed anymore.
This theme has many variations. A mother can feel guilty about having a handicapped or sick child. Or a father feels guilty about having brought his mentally or physically handicapped child to an institution.
The choices can be defended rationally but internally they do not feel right. It does not fit with the human quality but often the choice had to be made due to material constraints, or due to pressure from parents or a husband.
Resigned, lost without resources.
Loss of creativity, power.
Delusion: neglected duty, crime, being a criminal.
Ailments: from suppressed grief and terrors of conscience; from duty not done or bad act committed.
Guilty <<< having a handicapped child; <<< abortion; < menses.
Perfectionism, fastidious, in household.
Forsaken: > company, of spouse.
Aversion work; fatigue.
Great sadness and peevishness, irritable, morose, ill-humoured; inclined to weep; desire for solitude; aversion to open air.
Dream: nightmares; money; amorous, lascivious; frightening; vivid; stools, of passing stool, or stool just lying around.
Dream: passing stool during pregnancy, the head of a child was coming out from them, somebody was trying to push the head back.
Sensation: pressing, drawing or tearing.
Type: leuco phlegmatic.
Weather: chilly, < cold; > inside, < outside, < open air.
Desire: lemonade, indigestible.
Aversion: pork, fat, butter.
Vertigo: anaemia, < menses.
Head: migraine, vertigo, + dizzy, < menses.
Eyes: vision black, dark, blue, green spots; circles around light, flashes, sparks, flames, glittering, needles; diminished, blind, double, half, < headache, < vertigo; strabismus converging.
Mouth: saliva and all food has a salty taste.
Lungs: hiccough < pregnancy; hyperventilation.
Stomach: dyspepsia, purgative.
Female: menses early, late, painful, too profuse, black, clotted, membraneous; > menses; afterbirth retained, uterine diseases; < abortion < menses.
Urinary: urine scanty.
Limbs: heels sore, burning, < sitting, < standing, < walking in open air.