Sense proving, 28-7-25, Nettetal, Ursula Bleeck.
ProvingThe taste is slightly bitter and the smell is like grass
Initial thoughts:
I appear soft, but I have small spines and am capable of defending myself.
I am special and big, but inside I feel small
An image of a small, intimidated girl sitting huddled in a corner. When I ask why she is so shy, I see vivid scenes of fire and violence.
I feel confused in my head and am no longer able to orient myself in reality.
I can clearly feel my brain behind my forehead. It is dark behind my forehead and the darkness swirls around my third eye.
Looking at the structure of the leaf, the following thoughts come to mind:
The inner veins of the leaf appear rather feminine, round, secure.
The outer part of the leaf shows a new structure with many jagged edges, rather masculine.
My feeling when looking at the leaf: What I really am must be protected.