Author: Jan Scholten
They feel the difference and wheels in relationships to others. Added to that they feel unappreciated and unloved. There is a big need to be appreciated, loved, understood and valued. In order to be appreciated and excepted they do everything they can till they are completely exhausted. When even then they don’t get recognition they can become very angry, but they won’t express it. They will build up a grudge.
This state can arise from a youth in a very demanding family. They had to behave compliant and responsible and are not allowed to complain
Very gloomy and despondent; depression.
Irritated at the least trifle.
Great restlessness after midnight.
Feeling an ugly duckling.
Serving others to gain acceptance and appreciation.
Well mannered, professional, perfectionist don’t
Giving everything they have till they can’t any more.
Feeling squeezed, frustrated dots
Desirable recognition for their work doctor
Anger, rage, grudge, impotent, unexpressed, when not recognised for their contributions.
Feeling different; prefers to live in her own world.
Doing things wrong way.
Withdrawing from life, but completely depending on support of a few close people.
A few friends and colleagues.
Restricted life, from having a limited amount of energy
Dreams; water, waves; overwhelming forces it are mysterious and cannot be controlled.
Sober, correct, trustworthy.
Overwhelmed with fatigue from old age and from many losses
Sensation; burning, extreme, alternating; sudden light a bolt of lightning; certain, abrupt.
Weather: chilly, chills along spine, with frequent, hot flashes, with yawns and stretches; < open air.
Time; periodic, but the irregular; < 10 am; < 5 pm.
Sweat: light, profuse, without relief, < night, < phthisis, with hectic chills and fever.
Physical: < motion, << exertion.
General: fever, quotidian, intermittent; faintness, after stool; fatigue chronic; emaciation; weak, fragile, frail, lassitude; poor health, emaciation.
Head: light, hollow; headache deep, frontal, with great faintness, < motion.
Eyes: agglutination of eyelids, < morning; pains, dull, aching.
Face: hot, flushed, neuralgia, trigeminal.
Mouth: tongue thick, yellow coating; teeth indented; teeth and gums very sore.
Throat: inflammation, pharyngitis.
Lungs: bronchitis, chronic; whooping cough, pertussis.
Stomach: sharp pains; nausea, constant, < walking, white < pregnancy.
Abdomen: pains, severe, cutting, every few minutes, just below stomach, causing great faintness.; liver pain aching, heavy, dragging, sharp, cutting, right lobe, dull, burning distress, drawing, with frontal headache, < full inspiration; gallbladder pains cutting, burning, all afternoon; umbilicus dull, aching distress; loud rumbling, all night; pancreatitis, chronic; malabsorption.
Rectum: incontinence; diarrhea, chronic; dysentery; stool thin, yellow, pasty stool, wit large and small oil drops; black, lumpy, dry, mixed with bile, blood and mucus, with high fever; lienteric; straining after stool.
Female: infertility; miscarriages.
Back: pain, lumbago; weak; kyphosis.
Limbs: Raynaud; shoulder, joints, small of back pain, severe aching.
hands hot and dry; dull, aching distress in back and legs; arthritis, hip; osteoporosis, osteomalacia.
Skin: hot, dry, itching, especially palms; urticaria; itching between scapulae and forearms.