Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-666.21.16
Berzelia lanuginosa
Essence
They are very sensitive for there own space, they feel easily overwhelmed and helpless, if their space is intruded, with impulses to flight. They like to hide in a group of well known people, that is their strategy to avoid becoming an outsider. On the other hand they feel easily obliged to be part of the group and not following their own rhythm of live.
Mind
Neatly dressed elderly ladies chat over a cup of coffee, to have fun about outsiders; in-group versus out-group, security.
small but powerful, old ladies very tidy.
Child who runs away, threatened by the unknown.
Path with white stones, leads into the nowhere.
Exposed to the elements, water, fire, wind.
She wants to have a second blanket in bed, out of the feeling unprotected.
Invaded in my space.
Fear of foreigners, Intruders, threatened by them.
Fear other make nonsense and we are held responsible, so better flight.
Dream: being on a party with my partner, she left me for a more interesting place. Felt left alone. The mans wife who is giving the party is quarrelling about cleaning up the house after the party. I feel pushed out of the party, with the feeling that this is unfair. First I am feeling obliged to go to the party, not to the more interesting place, and than I felt disgusted out.
Body
Pain in both knees, worse right.
Dry mouth.
Bed seems to hard.