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EssenceThis personality feels like an outsider in the family, like an ugly duckling or black sheep. They feel discarded, not seen for who they are by their parents, husband or children. But they feel they have no right to stand up for themselves, that they are not allowed to divorce. They are taught the idea that love of yourself is selfish, egotistical. They feel dried up, wrinkled. To have something for themselves, they will join a group of people in similar situations, a sport or golf club or reading club. But won’t talk about their problems, only about superficial things.
MindFeeling superior, coming from wealthy families.
Always nice and adapting, never having been wild or part of the feminist rebellion.
Husband going for a younger wife because his wife had dried up from menopause.
Husband who has left for good, without having said anything.
Cheating.
Unnatural upbringing, thinking that that is natural and okay.
Distorting children, not straight.
Cabin fever.
Feeling unattractive, discarded, wanted by nobody.
Lack of love, worse when the children have left home or emigrated.
Dry, filthy, dirty, fungal, rotten, ugly, nasty.
Starting out, nice, innocent, pure, trusting, then soon comes child abuse, rape of small children, children given away and sold for sex.
Children abducted and abused, tortured to produce adenochrome.
Decay, degeneration.
Chaos.
Turning upside down, inside out.
BodyGeneral: poisoning.