Dorema ammoniacum

666.74.02 Dorema ammoniacum, CaseWoman, 40, epilepsy.
She has attacks of sudden unconsciousness, shaking arms and legs for a minute, eyes turned upwards. There is no aura and afterwards she is confused about what happened. It can happen during reading. It started in a period when she drank too much alcohol and had much stress and overwork during her medical study.
Since then she can have panic attacks that she can have a seizure with trembling and palpitations, especially in social situations.
She can sometimes have vision of balls on a bright background, which is annoying.
She can have headaches from being too stressed.
She can work too hard sometimes, not noticing her fatigue. She wants to deserve things, does not want to be lazy and get things for free.
She easily blames herself, feeling guilty, < after arguments with friends.
She wants to understand things precisely, to know science, to know the rules before breaking them. She likes philosophy, to go deeper, to know herself. She is very controlling, everything has to be effective. The control comes naturally, doing everything in order. This is especially so in social situations where she is a very good listener.
She wants to be autonomous and does not want to dominate or be dominated. This can be a problem in relationships.
She also has a Bohemian side, doing strange things, being spontaneous, artistic, playing the violin.
Her parents divorced which was a big problem for her and her sister as their mother wanted them to stand at her side.
Time: < 11 pm.
Desire: berries, blueberries.
Aversion: celery !, meat.