Conium maculatum

666.74.12 Conium maculatum, CaseMan, 30, paralysis.
He had it in puberty severely. A tumour in his spinal column was removed. But his legs always kept being weak, with a lack of balance, staggering when being tired and dragging his right leg. He has cramps better from motion. He sinks through his knees on coughing. His leg feels numb, with tingling as from needles, cold feet.
He has frequent urination with the feeling that it is incomplete.
He feels as if living unconsciously, as if absent. He is forgetful, cannot learn. He feels numb, having no pleasure or feelings.
He has become hard due to his disease and his father. With his paralysis his father told him not to fake or lament, not to be a weakling. When he wanted something his father always had many objections, telling the negative sides of it and then he did not want it anymore.AnalysisApiales: paralysis, weak legs; numb; hard.
Phase 7: living unconsciously, absent; fake.
Stage 12: cancer.
Conium: cancer.