Clethra alnifolia

664.61.10 Clethra alnifolia, CaseCase by Anton Kramer.
Woman, 40, Lyme disease.
She got borreliosis which was treated with doxycycline and other antibiotics. She is very tired, has numbness, anaesthesia, tingling limbs and is sleepless, < noise. She cannot concentrate, is is as if information gets stuck in her head, as if her drain is obstructed.
She works as a residential counselor for patients in psychiatric care.
She is highly sensitive, oversensitive, easily irritated, easily out of balance, worse from clients and shopping. She lack s a social life. She is unsure, not knowing what to do in life. She is diagnosed with personality disorder, compulsive and impulsive disorder and general anxiety disorder.
She has had 4 relationships in 10 year. Her first marriage was with an illegal person, a psychiatric patient.
She is lean, has a pale face, looking around, feeling defeated.
As a child she was emotionally neglected, lacking warmth. She was shy, timid, retired, very fearful, saying nothing. Her father was always working, her mother was busy and domineering. Her parents gave a strong moral and religious education, strict, guilt feeling, fearful.AnalysisCarbon series: neglected child.
Silicon series: relationship problems.
Lanthanides: searching herself, self reflection; in search of God.
Phase 6: neglected, outcast.
Ericales: borreliosis.
Subphase 1: impulsive; single.Follow upAfter Clethra alnifolia 200K she gets insight in her life. She feels freed form her persecutions, depressing things. She sees her Lyme as a catalyst, giving time for reflection. She decided to make religious art.