Aethusa cynapium

666.74.13 Aethusa cynapium, CaseCase by Deborah Collins.
Woman, 62, depression, vertigo, crusts on scalp
She was the only child of parents who were already old; she felt as though her mother did not know how to be a mother and had never really wanted children. She had difficulty relating to people but had a very strong contact with nature; she loved her dog more than her neighbours. She could not garden because of killing the weeds or killing worms. She played tennis in order to come in contact with the community, but had difficulties if she saw a bug or worm on the tennis court, fearing she would step on it and kill it. She has extreme alienation to people and sought refuge in spirituality. In past life regression she saw herself as a Cathar chaneller, someone who was bringing through wisdom and healing for others, but was beaten to death with chains.AnalysisCarbon series: mother did not know how to be a mother.
Iron series: problems with community.
Lanthanides: spirituality; wisdom and healing.
Phase 7: refuge; extreme alienation to people; beaten to death.
Apiales: spirituality; wisdom and healing; no mother.
Aethusa: loved nature, animals, her dog more than neighbours.
Stage 13: refuge; retiring.