Commiphora myrrha

Myrrha, the precious gift for the softening of suffering; four casesby Enna StallingaMrs A. whom I have followed since February 2000, comes for a consultation. The first thing she mentioned is that her body is completely out of order since the solar eclipse of 11-8-1999. Her menstrual period is different since then. She has intense, violent dreams and very changeable moods premenstrually; she becomes angry and sad. She is afraid to get cancer or a heart complaint and die. She is busy following a training, which is going well, and she is receiving many offers for work but cannot accept them: “I am not good enough.” When she was five years old, she nearly drowned. She had strict parents. During adolescence, she was befriended by a young family who was killed in front of her eyes, as they were farewelling her. She feels very guilty and abandoned: “I always blame myself and I’m afraid of hurting others. I’m afraid of making mistakes. I was never good enough for my parents.” As a child she “knew” things (clairvoyance). She has a fear of small spaces.
Physical: Headache from the neck, sinusitis, often head colds. Cracks in fingers.
Desires: bread, spices, fruit, savory.
Aversions: Sweet, coffee.In the past, she has done well on Calcium Muriaticum, Thuja and Camphora. After Myrrha, she spontaneously said that the new explanation of Judas’ story had touched her deeply; all became clear for her through the darkness of Judas. After reading comprehensively on: “Was Judas a betrayer or an enlightened one?” She cried a lot. Her feelings of panic have gradually subsided. An argument with her mother has cleared the air between them. She is feeling herself coming back into balance physically. She started a practice, and at this time, she is generally doing well.