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Conocephalum salebrosum
3-322.16.083-322.16.08: Conocephalum salebrosumProving: Sense proving; Martin Jakob, 15-3-2017, Munich.Inner PictureHuge man in a leather armor, powerful, primitive,rough; he is crying loudly out of anger; he beats with a leather strap.
dark primitive world, like in the middle ages or even older times; without joy.MindFeeling shocked, numb, wanting to feel nothing.
wanting to survive with very little needs; the less I need the better I will survive.
Just bearing and surviving; with very primitive rules; but also wanting to fight against it; defiant
Primitive sex, without love, only for gratification; sexual abuse, brutally.
The reaction is feeling nothing, being numb, enduring; feeling worthless, small.
Enduring and going on, but also wanting to fight and to beat again.Solution: throwing away the armor to feel feelings; growing in feelings of worthLocal symptoms
Taste and smell of turpentine, causes nausea and dump headache in the frontal, neck.Stage 8; Phase 7.
dark primitive world, like in the middle ages or even older times; without joy.MindFeeling shocked, numb, wanting to feel nothing.
wanting to survive with very little needs; the less I need the better I will survive.
Just bearing and surviving; with very primitive rules; but also wanting to fight against it; defiant
Primitive sex, without love, only for gratification; sexual abuse, brutally.
The reaction is feeling nothing, being numb, enduring; feeling worthless, small.
Enduring and going on, but also wanting to fight and to beat again.Solution: throwing away the armor to feel feelings; growing in feelings of worthLocal symptoms
Taste and smell of turpentine, causes nausea and dump headache in the frontal, neck.Stage 8; Phase 7.