666.42.12 Silybum marianum, CaseMan, 50, coryza.
He feels nasty, lost, rejected, sad because he is not allowed to exist. His son is very important to him for the unconditional love he gives him. He is exhausted from family members dying.
He has recurrent coryza, which exhausts him. He has a dry cough, worse at night. It reminds him of a chronic sinusitis he had as a child. His sleep is restless, uneasy and he wakes often.
He has conflicts with colleagues at his work.
He is angry at the world. He feels like a 5-year-old boy who has to be alert to attack and defend himself at any moment. He is never really relaxed. He easily feels left alone and not recognised, especially after quarrels. It has to do with the quarrels they had in his family. His father was very aggressive and could beat the family members.
He is angry about how it was when he was a child. He does not want to be bothered by others anymore. He wants to be taken seriously. He easily has the feeling that it is not safe or that people will hurt him. He feels unheard. He does not want to do things that he does not like. He has the feeling that others broke into his life, into his integrity. He is emotional when he hears about boys living on the street.
He has a stiff neck.
Desire: Italian, Indonesian, meet, sauerkraut, coffee, alcohol, fat from meat.
AnalysisCarbon series: taken seriously.
Lanthanides: invaded his life.
Asteraceae: invaded his integrity.
Subphase 2: quarrels; father aggressive.
Stage 12: alert in order to attack and defend himself at any moment.
Follow upAfter
Silybum marianum MK he feels much better and his his energy improved. His cough disappeared quite fast and his coryza is as good as gone. His sleep is better and he has nice dreams.