622.54.15 Cinnamomum verum, CaseWoman, 55, anxiety.
She feels desperate with her fears which are worse when she is alone. She has been fighting against her fears all her life. She anxious when she has to do something, for every new step in life, for life itself. She has tension and gets diarrhoea. She feels better at home, has difficulties to leave home and fears not coming home anymore. She fears to be rejected, tries to prevent that at any time and cannot criticise anyone. She has an attitude of “please, please, do not be angry”. It feels painful to be alone, lonely, unimportant, unloved, not belonging, as if she do not exist.
She has stitching pains in her heart regions, with missing heart beats.
Her fears started in her youth when she was humiliated and abused by her parents. She felt unprotected, extradited, unwanted and unloved. She gradually became calmer, silent, lonely, stiff, rebellious and stubborn. Her father blamed her for being born, that it was her fault that her mother was sick and not beautiful anymore. He could not tolerate that she was better in some things. Her mother never protected her.
She divorced her first husband when he rejected their child. Her parents took care of her child when she was working. But she had to pay them for their care.
Her second relationship was with a nice man but he took all her energy. His parents were against her because she had already a child.
She has flushes of heat with cramp in her throat and feeling a 1000 needles in her abdomen, worse at 5 am and better from weeping.
She had problems with pregnancies, miscarriages, placenta insufficiency.
She has hypertension.
AnalysisCarbon series: alone, lonely, unprotected, unloved, not belonging; not exist; fear, < alone, > home.
Stage 15: extradited.
Follow upAfter
Cinnamomum verum MK she loses most of her obsessive behaviour within a month. She changes strongly, can tolerate and give criticism for the first time in her life without problems. Her heart is better and her hayfever disappeared. She is very thankful for the big change in her life. Half a year later her hypertension is gone, it only returns at moments of stress.