663.66.13 Persicaria capitata, CaseWoman, 55, glaucoma, cataract.
She is tired, sleeps a lot. She has glaucoma, cataract and macular degeneration.
She has absences, forgets what she is doing or where she is, falls backward. She cannot find words or memories.
The major problem in her life was her husband. He was a very handsome man and she loved him very much at the start, feeling very romantic. But after marriage he took no responsibility for her and his family, he lived as a student. He stayed in bars in the evening, coming home late. After he started with other relationships she divorced him.
She is a serious woman, worries easily, works hard. She would shrink in the presence of her husband, more so when he would shout. She started doubting her own observations as her husband always denied having other relationships. She had learned not to talk to him when he had too much alcohol. He blamed her for the divorce. He felt that women had to be used as cleaning tissues once and then throw them away. He wanted to have sex very regularly. She had the feeling that she could not influence it. She had to behave so that she would not have a break down, that their child would not notice their problems. It was a disappointment for her that she could not prevent their child from observing their problems. She was alone in caring for the family. She showed that she could cope and manage the problems. She thought that she could save him from his alcohol abuse but it is was a big disaster, a failure.
Her mother died at the end of her puberty and asked her to take care of her younger siblings. She did it together with her father. It felt unfair but she swallowed it and went on.
AnalysisSilicon series: marriage problems; romantic, idealising her husband; alone.
Lanthanides: questioning herself, looking at what she is doing.
Phase 6, Oxygen: used, abused; toilet paper, thrown away; unfair; doing wrong.
Stage 13: failure but continue to go on.