644.67.16 Cannabis sativa, CaseMan, 20, tensions.
It is quite difficult to be himself. He wants to adapt to the expectations of himself and others. He is afraid that he will go too far in his images and then everything can happen, he can have a total nervous breakdown. Then his thoughts become restless and then he looks for an exit. He has the impression that his way of being influences the other world.
He has pain in his eyes from his thoughts. He has a headache behind his right ear which is worse from tension. He does a lot of hand movements to escape from his stream of thoughts. He tries to stop his thoughts by drawing stars with every thought or writing his thoughts down. The problem is initiated by smoking marihuana. He thought that he would die, he felt that people were too open and he was afraid to pass them, he was hiding himself behind a plant. He had a fear of failure by going back in time. Hehad a fear of hurting other people with his dark thoughts. He has the feeling that in two hours he has become three years older. When he sees a photo of himself as a little child he asks if that is him or a friend.
He cannot study very well, is easily distracted.
Time: < 1 pm.Desire: baklava, fruit, vegetables.
Aversion: poison.
Food: << marihuana.
AnalysisIron series; fear of failure.
Phase 7: people too open.
Cannabis indica: ailments from marihuana.
Stage 16: cannot study.
Follow upAfter Cannabis indica MK he started feeling better. He has more confidence in his eyes and less pain. His tension is much less and he understands it better. The obsessive thoughts are not so strong anymore. His air passages are more open.
He decided to choose for life however difficult and problematic. He has the courage to let the depressive thoughts go away. He can concentrate better and works better in school. He is more open and talks more with his parents. He is busy finding harmony between mind and soul, and with his sexuality.