622.43.13 Cananga odorata, CaseWoman, 40, asthma.
She has cough with pain in her ribs.
As a child she was sexually abused by relatives. Her parents behaved as if they knew nothing. They were very distant and hard. From that relative she got some warmth. She felt abused, unloved, having no right to exist. She feels as if all people would like to hurt her, wound or kill her. When she gets something she feels as if she has no right to it. She feels sad and the world looks grey.
She is very easily frightened, startling from being touched, sudden noises, especially when she is absorbed in her thoughts. It feels like an electric shock going through her body.
She is very timid, easily gives in to others and speaks with a low voice.
Her work is difficult, she cannot concentrate and has stopped it for a weeks from exhaustion. She is totally disinterested in her work.
Dream: a magician or monsters trying to kill her; bloody; zombies. She drinks alcohol in the evening to prevent the nightmares to come.
AnalysisHydrogen series: out of body.
Carbon series: no right to exist; parents distant, hard; body is not hers; sexual abuse; dream being killed.
Phase 4: fixed family.
Subphase 3: timid; low voice; easily gives in; startling, < noise.
Follow upAfter
Cananga odorata MK she feels much better. She started working again and feels good with it. She has worked out in psychotherapy a lot, has reconciled herself with her past and given back the burden to her relatives. She feels her body is hers, that she is in her body. She sees the beautiful colours in the world and rejoices herself on the next day. Her nightmares are gone. Her desire for alcohol has diminished greatly.