665.71.06 Datura arborea, CaseWoman, 25, anxiety.
She has panic in the night, feels sick, nauseous, everything feels cold, clammy and tingling. She is angry, anxious, sad and despairing. She is sleepless and does not want to live anymore. It feels like an instinct. As a child she was already like this, weeping for hours for her mother in the night. It feels unsafe, losing herself, losing the control over everything, becoming mad. She gets frightened in the dark, better when the light is on and her friend is present. She is afraid she will cut or scratch herself open. She feels worthless and wants to prove that she is not.
She had been given away by her mother for money and was adopted.
Fear: spiders, worms, vomiting, ghosts, airplanes, being watched.
Dream: left alone; murders; killing others; witches; disease, dying; earthquake; saving little dogs in a flood.
Dream: persecuted in a ruin by soldiers with mother, soldier grins, mother points at me, soldier shoots her dead in the chest.
AnalysisCarbon series: unsafe.
Silicon series: > with a friend.
Lanthanides: control.
Solanales: panic; murder; witches.
Phase 7: need for mother; losing the control; mad; rejected child.
Subphase 1: panic
Stage 6: prove.
Follow upOne month after Datura arborea MK her panic is gone.