644.65.16 Brosimum gaudichaudii, CaseCase by Enna Stallinga.
Woman, depression.
She has depression for 20 years. It was induced by a colleague who bullied her away and she fled to another province. She felt not needed by anyone.
Her father was handicapped after an accident, cursing and beating. He came from a rich family with luxury, was squandering money. She tried to please her father with high marks at school. After his death she got a letter from him asking her to take care of her mother.
She has a love-hate relationship with her mother, who sought to possess her. Her mother pushed her out of the house in her twenties. When her mother died she felt uprooted.
Relationships were difficult, she felt used. Her husband was handicapped.
She worked many years successfully as a therapist but had the feeling of not doing enough.
Adapting, like a chameleon. Ambitious, perfectionistic, wanting to be the best.
Disappointed in people, expecting too much from them, left alone, lonely, homesick.
Aggressive, discontented, called “impossible”, domineering, hurried, talking a lot.
Desire luxury, desire to spend money.
Fear: high places, narrow rooms, angry people, failure, water, dark.
Dream: preparing for a trip and 20 suitcases weren’t enough.
Sex: closed off because she felt used.
Felt used by employers. Financial problems.
Meningitis at 3. Hernia at lumbar vertebra 4 and 5, twice. Strong herpes labialis.
Obesity. Hands numb at night. Teeth implants. Eruption from nettles. Cramps of calves.
Sweat: < exertion.
Desire: chocolate, spicy, fat.
Aversion: young cheese, orange, meat.
AnalysisThe symptoms: squandering, loquacity, forsaken feeling, homesickness, censorious, facial eruptions herpetic, desire chocolate, aversion meat lead to
Brosimum gaudichaudii.
Iron series: ambitious, perfectionist.
Phase 6: handicapped, beating; used; pushed her out of the house; not needed by anyone; relationship problems.
Subphase 5: expecting too much; domineering, hurried, talking a lot; wanting to be the best.
Stage 16: handicapped; used.
Follow upAs a reaction to
Brosimum gaudichaudii 30 K she felt bad at all levels, quarrelled with everybody, felt tired and had bulimia.
Gradually after that she started feeling better. She lost her depression, homesickness and squandering of money. She found a balance between work and hobbies and had good contact with her family and friends.