Vasconcellea cauliflora A 70-year-old woman, she has a stocky build and often looks frightened and disillusioned. She seems self willed, but always has a flush of being misunderstood about her. She always dresses colorfully, tending toward the extravagant with a casual touch; it would not look out of place at a live performance. In the past, she suffered years, from severe pain, depression, and extreme fatigue. She spent most of her time in bed and felt detached from life, like a spectator. She was gloomy and lonely. This improved after Branca, and she was finally able to pick up her life and start again. Now, eight years later, she still has complaints that bother her and limit her. The pain flares up regularly, triggered by emotional or physical causes, and various medications make it bearable again. Six months ago, she had to deal with a domineering person who made her feel worthless. Since then, the pain has returned, nerve pain in her pelvis and jaws, the pain radiates, makes her tired, and often drives her to despair. She always thinks that others are better, that she can't do something, and she always feels rejected. The pain augment her want to end her life. As soon as something positive happens in her life, an inner voice tells her that she should end her life. She thinks often about suicide, she is afraid of that, and therefore does not dare to be home alone. This started when she was 25 and met her husband. He was very sweet to her, and she couldn't believe that someone saw her for who she was. She has always had feelings of inferiority. Even in elementary school, she felt unhappy and rejected. She thinks it comes from a previous life. She is a psychic healer and makes art with plants and wood. Her children have been scolding her for years, arguing with her, and refusing to see her since they started using drugs. She can now freeze up from the pain; her hands have been shaking for years, and she clenches her jaw all day long. She compulsively counts objects and sees everything around her, which means she can no longer choose where to focus her attention. This causes her to lose herself. When she plans something fun, a visit or a vacation, she becomes very ill and experiences severe pain. Even as a child, she always had pain and fever on vacation. Her husband has to talk to her sternly to keep her from ending her life. She feels dependent on him and unable to support herself. She can no longer cope, always looking for ways to end her life. She is tired of life, she wants to say goodbye to her sensitivity, even in nature, she keeps ‘observing everything’. She says about her childhood: there were always arguments at home, except when her mother was in the hospital. She can only remember her parents disapproving of her body, her behavior, and her clothes. She was one of twins, the parents didn’t know she would be born.
AnalysisShe has been prescribed many medications for years, which temporarily or partially alleviate the pain, but she still finds it difficult to socialize and enjoy herself. For the first time, she also talks about her early childhood, mentioning characteristics, and themes.
Q-search was used.
The starting point was the search term “disgust,” a literal and symbolic translation from her childhood to the present day, to her life and her feelings. It is good to use a few possibilities as filters and to compare and provide feedback based on the options given. Can we recognize the themes in the suggested options?
Filters Class 5 because of her performance, sensitivity, theme of art, and theme of ‘to be seen’.
Search term ‘disgust’, with the filters Classe 5 and
Subphase 7, gives Vasconcella cauliflora.
In this medicine, we recognize
Phase 6 because of ‘being worthless’, fatigue, partner as a theme, and
Subphase 7 because of the suicidal tendencies, the loss of children. The Phase is often the undertone, a Subphase is usually the most visible and the outward expression, the point that causes friction with reality.
Moringa oleifera also belongs to the
Caricaceae family and has been seen before in someone with comparing remarkably colorful, confrontational clothing, makeup, and behavior. You have to look but can’t make connection.
Because she has been thinking about suicide for years but has not actually done so,
Stage 4, a stage of doubt, has been selected. Confirmation of
Vasconcellea cauliflora can be found in:
Malvidae,
Series 5, 3-655.00.00: sensitivity to atmosphere and people, performance not being appreciated.
Brassicales,
Phase 6, 3-655.60.00: life is hard, the past is a ‘cross to bear’, feeling unappreciated, fatigue.
Caricaceae,
Subphase 7, 3-655.67.00: giving up, suicidal, wanting out, farewell.
Vasconcellea cauliflora, 3-655.67.04:
Stage 4, detachment from life (as we know from
Cerium), doubt, surprise (when she does receive appreciation), doubt about whether she can cope with life, doubt about whether she can descend into her body, doubt at birth about her existence, doubt about whether she will step out of life.
Prescription:
Vasconcellea cauliflora C30.
Follow-upThe thoughts that she had to die disappeared after a few days and did not return. She no longer has to fight constantly to ‘stay here’. The following week, she took on the pain of an other, something that happened to her more often, and she had a period of severe pain again, in her feet, calves, and radiating to her pubic bone. The pain is no longer all over her body as it was before, but it is sharper, and the pain no longer affects her mood, and painkillers now work. For the first time, she is not upset when she talks about her complaints, as she has been for the past ten years. Her creativity is increasing. She is better able to keep her distance at work and takes on far fewer complaints. It is as if she can now ‘descend’ into her body, has a place in the world without protest. The emphasis of the pain is in the pelvis and pubic bone, and its reflex location in the lower jaw, that place symbolizes or confirms this. Her energy is good now, she can go on holidays even at her own, she can be happy again.