Author: Jan Scholten
654.11.01 Sonneratia caseolaris
English: Mangrove apple; Crabapple Mangrove.
Source: Sense provings.
Violence, guns, grenades, conscious destruction, shooting to pieces.
Children running away from a terror into all directions, scattered, cannot be here and mature.
Children, babies, foetus, curled up like a baby or old man, vacuum-birth babies.
Lonely, a boundary between me and the outer world, cannot express myself.
In-between state, half-and-half, transition, metamorphosis.
Gathering things inside me and cannot let them out.
Having so many hands to give my energy out into the world.
Shy, a need for protection, hiding.
Exuberance, expressive, shouting, joy, clown, childish enthusiasm.
Very sensitive to impressions.
Dispersion, scattered, explosion, chaotic, delicacy, vulnerable, fragile.
Bravery, daring, triumphing, strength, competition.
Sex, sensual, voluptuous, fertile, making love with a young woman with shaven genitals.
The cultural world is a threat.
Sensation: stuck, plug, sharp, tight, restriction, heavy.
Physical: < vacuum babies.
Head: headache, sharp pain, occiput, left; dome shaped; heavy feeling in the back of the head, dizzy.
Eyes: right, itching.
Mouth: swollen lips; pain in the left upper tooth.
Throat: itching, right side; lump; constricted.
Lungs: breathing, fast, hard to breathe, gasping; dyspnoea, choking; asthma.
Chest: irritation, tickling, behind the sternum; tight, restriction at the bottom of the right ribs.
Stomach: nausea, hollow, nervous, solar plexus, uncertain.
Abdomen: heavy, low.
Back: tight, restriction, between the shoulder blades, > stretching arms forward, > linking hands.
Limbs: digging cramp in the left calf.