8.8 Samarium fluoratumAnalysisWorking hard to be independent and free from taboos
Struggling for freedom and self-respect
Realizing autonomy in the world of glamour
Realizing autonomy as a rejected child
Lonely struggle against crime
Lonely fight for autonomy and moral freedom
Being rejected in their lonely hard work
Realizing self-control in order not to feel bad
Struggling to give away all possessions
Spiritual pressure to let go of taboos
Working hard to be independent and free from taboos
They work hard to become autonomous and free from taboos. They feel the pressure of morals in society and want to get rid of taboos. They can have a strong sexual drive and they find it difficult to express it in a world full of repression. But it's a lonely fight for autonomy and moral freedom. They have to do it on their own, which gives them the feeling of being an outcast. They feel rejected in their lonely, hard work. They can also start fighting against crime, to free the world from amorality.
Struggling for freedom and self-respectThey have to fight for their self-respect and the respect of others. They often feel treated like someone bad. They cannot stand criticism because that triggers their feeling of being a bad person.
Realizing autonomy as a rejected childAs a child they were often rejected. Their father or mother can have left them or given them up for adoption, because they themselves had problems with drugs or crime. Or their father treated them as a bad person, as someone that should be totally rejected. They developed a contracting power. They retired completely inside of themselves, building a wall around themselves. As they couldn't fight as a child, they concentrated their power inside to give it form later in life. They will show that they have an enormous power to build things on their own and that will show that they are not bad. They can realize their autonomy in the world of glamour.
Realizing self-control in order not to feel bad
In later development they can go into self-control. They struggle to be free in their mind, free from selfishness and rules or taboos. They can go into spiritual groups where they struggle with their sexuality. They struggle to show that they're not selfish by giving away all their possessions. They can build huge things in order to show for themselves that they are not bad as a person.