18.10 Promethium muriaticum provingMeditation proving, Toronto seminar, 12 November 2004, remedy unknown.
Prover 1
Pain under left shoulder blade, sharp, fast.
Concept of a swing back and forth like being pushed on a swing like an even arch 45 degrees each side balanced, higher on left lower on right, the sweep of swing made an after-image like metal almost like surface of CD sparkle not like metal of a knife.
Vision of an O, mouth turns into tube with an O at the end and OOOOOO into a sound high pitched coming out.
Left side heavy, arm pulled down, as if held down.
Right side light and rising free.
Pain under left scapula again penetrating through to anterior chest this time.
Pain left sacroiliac joint.
Pain left temple head.
Pain quality general is pressing fleeting sharp sticking action moving in and out of body like sharp, poking.
Sensation as if moving forward like the effect of acceleration on the head rather than the whole body, yet felt the whole body pushed back. At first I thought I was moving backwards but then I realized it was that I was feeling inertia, but acceleration on the body as I move forward fast.
Color moving past fast rushing like blue green? metal shiny?
Mood was starting as my normal happy pleasant feeling, then kept feeling more and more down, more than sad. It seemed more a depressed mood, harder to keep positive happy upbeat mood, not able to smile, almost became anxiety. Then stopped as soon as I opened eyes.
In the evening left eye infection started, like conjunctivitis, passed by morning.
Prover 2Peak at the top of the head.
Temple with a peak as in Buddhist temples.
African statue emanating magical power.
Upside down.
Poodle.
Hair.
Artificial.
Prover 3There is a round, intricately-woven, upside-down basket made of beautiful gold wire above my head that is continuing to expand. The expansion is something I can feel somehow.
A medium-high-pitched sound; very even and constant.
The left side of my body, particularly left chest surrounding my heart in a clearly circumscribed area, experiencing very strong pressure, like over-exertion, radiates into my jaw on the left side. Also feels electrical and tingly.
Gold, orange-yellow.
Like seeing through a narrow slit but very wide and extremely clear vision; I can see clearly over the whole field of vision but this slit is seeing in a different way, like x-ray vision fanning out over the landscape; a sense of scanning, seeing in two directions at the same time.
Chest pain, extremely heavy, with anxiety about it, under my left shoulder blade.
There is a lumpy peasant woman like a bag lady with large breasts and a sweet face; she is in my chest under my left breast. It reminds me of a sensation I had for years that there was a large quartz crystal imbedded in my chest, pointing in diagonally toward the midline from over my left shoulder.
A week later:
A very strong energy coming through me from behind. It is if I were standing behind a figure who was sitting cross legged on the floor in front of me..we’re in some kind of tower or building that is at a high elevation and there is an opening a bit narrower vertically than a window, but very wide, so there is a huge vista in front, lots of simple huts way in the distance. There is a feeling of profound stillness and solitude, but very vibrant at the same time. The view has a lot of strong primary colors in it. It feels permanent, constant, final, wonderful and familiar.