12.5 Dysprosium nitricumAnalysisAttacked in his free expansion as a person
Fighting for freedom and joy
Keeping self-control in enjoyment
Lonely fighter against narrowing morals
Lonely fighter and over-stimulating his children
Exaggerating freedom and self-worth
Father has pushed their self-confidence and autonomy
Fighting for self-control over their tendency to boast
Attacked in his free expansion as a person
They want to develop themselves as much as they can, but feel attacked in this quest. They want to get the most out of life, enjoy it to the fullest, but feel hindered in this. They will fight for their freedom to get what they want. They have a great need to get enough self-worth to feel like a person that can be appreciated. They can be very defiant. The more others lose control, the more they control themselves. It feels like a kind of attempt to win the game, the winner being the one who keeps control of himself.
Father has pushed their self-confidence and autonomy
As a child they can have been over-stimulated by their father to be on their own. Their father can have pushed them over the limit out of fear they might not be strong enough or not have enough self-confidence to be independent and autonomous. Their father can have pushed them in sports or studies or any other field. Although it was too much for them, they push themselves and put themselves under the pressure of achievement.
Fighting for self-control over their tendency to boast
They can also become spiritual seekers. When they start to see that their pursuit of being someone is hindering their autonomy, they want to discover their inner world. But they experience their boasting tendency as overwhelming and something that has to be fought.