12.10 Dysprosium fluoratumAnalysisLonely fighter against crime
Attacked in their autonomy by criminals
Keeping self-control in order not to be rejected
Keeping crime in control
Lonely fighter for rejected children
Lonely fighter because they feel rejected and despised
Fighting for autonomy in order not to be despised
Lonely fighter for criminals
Father has rejected his children to keep his autonomy
Fighting against poverty for keeping independence
Fighting against the shadow of the soul
Exaggerating independence is amoral
Lonely autonomous criminal
Lonely fighter against crimeThey can be fighters against crime, but they want to stay autonomous, so they won’t join a group: they will fight on their own. They can be fearless, without worrying over their own death. This can also lead to becoming criminals themselves, in the most extreme form of criminals who kill. They see their actions as right and honest and can be shut off from the moral aspects of their own deeds. Their attitude can be the consequence of being attacked by criminals in the past or their independence has been attacked by amoral and dishonest actions of others.
Father has rejected his children to keep his autonomy
Their attitude can be the consequence of being rejected by their father or mother. The rejection has given them the feeling of a being a bad person, someone that no one will like. They feel despised and an outcast. This can make them very hard and insensitive to the feelings of others. They can feel alone in the world, having no contact with anyone. In extreme form it can lead to being a psychopath.
The other side is that they understand the rejection, for example rejected children and criminals. They understand that the feeling of being rejected leads to criminality and that one has to fight for such people. They try to give them back their freedom and respect, knowing that a feeling of being respected is the only thing that will lead criminals to the moral path.
Fighting against the shadow of the soulIn a later stage they see the shadow side of the world as being inside their soul. They have the feeling of having to fight to overcome the hard, amoral side of their psyche. They fight to keep self-control in order to stay autonomous and free. They fight for their autonomy in order not to be despised. They fear that letting go their control will lead to amoral deeds but this self-control can become exaggerated.