18.17 Terbium metallicum provingDream and meditation proving, 10 provers, 30K, March 2001, remedy unknown.
Themes
Undulating, waves, vibration, pulsating.
Heavy: chest, neck, shoulders, head.
Empty and full.
Grief, melancholy.
Blue, turquoise.
Speed.
Religious, Third eye, God.
Left.
Prover 1Heaviness on neck and shoulders.
Pressure on chest.
Delusion: people are expecting all kind of things from me.
Delusion: alone and a task, a lonely task, unavoidable.
Chewing-gum feeling.
Cannot think of taking a day off.
Prover 2Sensation of sneezing.
Taste fresh, sour.
Warm tears, with mucus in throat, as in re-birthing.
Inclination to weep, as if my mother is asking ”What's the problem my boy?”.
Prover 3I’m in a vehicle that's going at enormous speed through an African landscape, as if I’m racing through the landscape and am a spectator; but comfortable.
Prover 4Magnetism in hands and upper body.
Strong band through the arms, they both feel heavy.
Grief, melancholy.
Prover 5Blue light, dark, purple-blue.
Warm feeling in upper body
Cold feeling in Achilles' tendons, both sides.
Prover 6Pain in right temporomandibular joint.
Pleasant trembling through body.
Sensation of leaning to the left.
Prover 7Pulsating in head, upper part, right temple and forehead.
Conscious of chest and heart with romantic melancholy.
Prover 8
Undulating feeling in vertebral column, going upward as a snake.
Color: green, blue, turquoise.
Desire to hold the remedy in front of the solar plexus.
Idea: Satvam [Tat tvam asi], “I am that”.
Idea: position of hand as in a Hindu dance.
Thought: beryllium.
Prover 9Heaviness above eyes, throbbing, sensation of heaviness, swelling.
Thinking difficult, as if brains were square.
Heaviness at vertebra cervical 7, extending to shoulders.
Little emotions.
Delusion: it’s an old remedy for people studying the Tora, people seeking contact with God, Protestants.
Prover 10Image: a man on a market wants to sell me a little apple, deep dark shining red; the apple is shot into the air at high speed and falls back down; the apple is flawless, but a worm with split tongue comes out of it near the stalk.