Author: Jan Scholten
The situation is that of being cut off from one’s roots. They see others as strangers, men see women as weird, women see men as stupid. They have left their family and birth locality and do not know where they stand. They see only strangers they do not understand. There is desire for contact but this is difficult to make.
This could be stage 7. The contact still has to be made, so it is left-sided. It is not certain if this is stage 5, 6 or 7.
There is an entanglement. They fear being excluded and rejected if they are do not do what others want them to do. Then they will be left alone and sent into the unknown, left to survive on their own. There is a hiding of one’s emotions and motives in order not to be abused and taken advantage of, especially by the other sex.
Irritation between the sexes; separate worlds of men and women.
Women sexually excited, challenging the men to be naked, hiding their own excitement.
Deep sadness and tears, grief and heaviness.
Serious, not amused.
Desire contact; feels others as totally strange.
Emotions are nothing.
Tension, there was no desire to join.
Ungrounded, out of real contact.
Desire to dance, swaying, it gives more grounding, brings you in the flow, rocking like a lemniscate.
Rooted in the earth to stand steady on a surfboard.
Time from linear to cyclic.
Soft inside, tough outside; deeply touched, weeping, sighing; holy mysticism.
Many polarities: real or unreal, masculine and feminine, low and high.
Laughing about others, Victorian theatre and drama.
Calm, contained, ease and joyful, exactly knowing what is going to happen.
Feels fulfilled, complete, warm hearted, thankful.
Other dimensions, aura, chakras.
Desire: massage, relaxing.
Desire: watching the insects, it gives ease.
Desire: tomato juice.
Ears: bleeding wound at his left ear.
Nose: copious mucus.
Back: pain in the neck.