IntroductionThis personality feels lost, isolated, stuck, completely, without support, as if sinking into infinite depths. But in essence he is locked in by his obsessive ideas and images. He has become rigid and lost the flow of life. He has given up.
MindLocked in by his obsessive ideas and images, > being alive, moving, being in flow, < standing still. Locked alive in the coffin, but with muscle relaxants, there is no visible resistance.
Feeling stuck, tied down, interlocked, inescapable.
Suffocating while alive.
Ego in resistance, in blockage, solidified, rigid.
Imprisoned, stuck, trapped in oneself, locked in, as in in straitjacket.
Stagnation in the centre of the body, suffocative, choking
Enclosed, muscle relaxans.
Bridge to my soul is gone, broken.
Loss of parents, home, power.
Empty, lonely, isolated, sausage around me, no orientation.
Hold me tight; forgotten by everyone.
Everything is full of grief, one can not eat anymore.
Soft powerless
Giving up, passively surrendering to fate, sitting bent over with.
Vegetate away for years.
No orientation, no future, no resistance.
Unable to act, no movement, nothing comes out, seemingly dead.
Deep resignation; given up, everything, no complaining.
A baby, that cannot cry
Attempt to fix things fail,
Tough, like tar.
Surroundings look completely green, as if illuminated by X-rays.
Light decay.
Journey through the intestine, ruptured and interlocked.
Lack of wisdom
Don't take yourself so seriously.
Break all the rules.
Not demented.
Solution: new culture, love and truth sound fake; trust own power again; decide in which soil I want to grow; allow wind and sun to live. Joy of life is gone
BodyGeneral: vitamin D deficiency; haemorrhages, coagulation does not work.
Nervous: paralyse right, apoplexy, arm paralyse; liver coma < neuroma.
Head: pressure, forehead; skull base fracture.
Eyes: staring.
Face: wrinkles between eyebrows.
Ears: haemorrhage.
Nose: sneezing; haemorrhage.
Mouth: haemorrhage; corners downwards; taste bitter.
Lungs: dyspnoea; do not function.
Chest: narrow contracted.
Stomach: pressure; nausea; digestion stagnates
Abdomen: solar plexus frayed, torn, as from a blunt trauma, a bombardment; livercoma; gall problems, gall duct obstructed; liver, pancreas, bile duct obstruction.
Back: Bechterew.
Limbs: shoulder pain.
Phase 2, Stage 14 or 16.