EssenceA little girl, all antennas extended, wants to receive everything, because she does not feel safe. She hardly can bear all this. She is still small and dependent, she cannot free herself out of this overexcitedness. There could be an abuse behind all this, but this is not clear.
MindUnable to accept disasters, like having a handicapped child.
Unable to see the unconscious, the dark shadow.
Highly sensitive, very sensitive to all external stimuli.
Horrible sensitivity, screaming from being overexcited.
Connected to the forehead chakra.
Connected to the heart chakra, calming the nerves, opening something.
High sensitivity becomes helpful.
Feeling cold, boring.
Distracted completely, unfocused, restless, < itch.
Feeling overwhelmed, something unknown is too much for me.
Standstill, unable to look down, move, develop.
Theme: creatures, shaggy, thick, wiry hair, deep down at the bottom of the sea, water garden, unconscious, dark, not threatening.
Theme: cave, uterus, birth, pregnancy; timeless; no motivation; lost orientation.
BodyEyes: closed, brushing them to open them; feeling as if water running, > stroke them.
Nose: smell of algae.
Face: strong itch, extending to the whole right side of my face, down the right side of my body.