Author: Jan Scholten
665.73.06 Petunia integrifolia
Culture: Pink Floyd, the dark side of the moon.
Source: Sense provings.
The theme is of strong vital drives and the desire to live them to the fullest. On the other hand there is the fear that those desires will take over, making them hurt others and face rejection. This gives the duality of vivacity and hesitation.
Desire to live life to the fullest because tomorrow it may be over.
Desire love but cannot even touch the ones they love.
Delirious passion, passionate delirium.
Longing for love, sex, held back, kept in.
Vivacious, vibrant and on the other hand hesitant.
Parents weak, absent, insanity, drug addicts, fighting.
Ailments from sexual abuse, emotional, physical, early childhood trauma.
Ailments from injuries, accidents, disappointed love, emotions, alcoholism.
Fright, threatened, persecuted, panic attacks, nightmares, paranoia.
Anger, rage, aggression: kick, strike, tear, kill, destructive, shriek, yell, spit, bite, gestures, grimaces, cursing, insolence, rude, auto-mutilation.
Escape, hide, flying.
Sopor, dreamy, sleepy, stupor, coma, numb, anaesthesia, memory lost.
Insanity, mania, instinctive, wild, idiocy, imbecility; possessed, by devil, dark eyes.
Self-confidence very low, < criticism, timidity, <- answer.
Hilarious, foolish, witty, laughing.
Suspicious, sneaky, slander.
Sad, despair, suicide.
Delusion: witch, ghost, devil, hell, animals, strange, fantastic.
Possessed, by devil, dark eyes.
Fear: violence; sexual passion, going over the boundaries of others; expelled, rejected for their passion; the dark side of the human mind.
Fear: dark, death, evil, alone, poisoned, persecuted, possessed, animals, water, ghost.
Sensation: red, congested.
Weather: < sun, > warm, heat; < uncovering.
Time: < 11 pm; sudden.
Discharge: dry, foam.
Fever: mania, epilepsy, tetanus.
Nervous: sopor, stupor, coma, numb.
Vertigo: feels intoxicated, falling.
Head: headache, violent, pulsating.
Eyes: glassy, brilliant; strabismus, rolling; vision low, black, blind.
Ears: inflamed; hearing lost, hallucinations.
Nose: smell hidden erotic, perfume like.
Mouth: teeth clenched, grinding.