Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-644.31.09
Pellacalyx axillaris
Mind
Mother, baby, foetus, embryo.
Mother feels me, she hears my cries but she is lost in her grief.
Big families with lots of soft-hearted sisters and brothers at different ages from young to old.
You should work together but taking for yourself may cause a lack in others.
Confused, helpless, shy, alone, lonely, due to obesity.
Longing for contact, hidden.
Desire to really be there.
Almost but not completely finished.
On the verge of bursting, a nitrogen feeling.
Everyone sees me.
Dizzy, uncontrolled.
Unprotected, vulnerable.
Strong, vitality but held in.
Hard outside so one cannot approach it, soft inside.
Waterfall, mist, water fog.
Stiff, rigid, restraint, scarcity.
Trying to escape.
Hidden, alone, heavy.
General
Sensation: stiff, rigid, heavy, weak, hanging.
Body
Stomach: nausea, vomit; puncture.
Rectum: prolapse, haemorrhoids.
Female: fibroids; problems of ovaries.
Back: weak neck, head, falling forwards, backwards; head open.
Limbs: warm hands hot palms.