Author: Jan Scholten
People in a developing country, occupied, having no oppotunities, hanging around indifferently, starting a musical band and taking all kinds of drugs. They feel dominated and disrespected by the people in power. They have the feeling that they do not have the power to change their situation. They lack the resources and nutrients to give them power, to take their own power. They feel weak from being polluted and intoxicated.
It is strongly Stage 16, looking at the laziness, apathy, drug abuse, neglect, dirt and offensiveness.
Desire for cigars, cigarettes, alcohol, beer, rum, marijuana, cocaine, opium, drugs in any form.
Hangover, not satisfying, smoked and drank too much, lying back in the pillows, lazy; poisoned, drunk.
Dull, stoned, unconscious, unfeeling, passive and dependent.
Machos desire sex, groupies.
Music; drums, rhythm, military, hard, dances Rumba and Bossanova, Bolero of Ravel.
Music band, musicians, a Samba group, playing drums and drinking beer.
Silence, hanging out in Mexico, Garcia Marquez, just being, nothing is happening.
Lying very relaxed, easy going, air is very humid, unable and unwilling to move, doing nothing.
Time passes so slowly.
Unconnected, like a movie, no one cares, no emotions, indifference, untouched.
Disgusted, feeling neglected, abused by dealers who supply the drugs.
Water dirty, foul, stinking, smells lemon like, like rubber, stinks, rotten, bitter.
A rotten world, wasted life.
Third-world countries, humanitarian help, made dependent.
Neglected as children.
Aggressiveness; abusive: fuck, shit.
Loving care, desire to hug, protect, everything is sweet, softies, fragile.
Responsible, the caring mother, desire to cook.
Problem with privacy, finding an undisturbed place!.
Laughing silly, hysterically, in a little brutal, disgusting way, drunk, giggling.
Delusion: frogs, chicken.
Desire for nature, animals.
Feel the oneness, unity, your inner self, let the Ego go, solutions are inside, from Chuck Spezzano.
Localisation: right sided.
Sweat: copious, offensive, stinking, face, whole body.
Desire: alcohol, tobacco, cocaine, opium, marijuana, drugs.
General: malnutrition in infants and nursing mothers, marasmus; aids, diabetes; scurvy, lack of vitamin C.
Energy: tired, weakness; yawning; cannot hold up neck; nerve paralysing.
Head: headache dull, awful, hangover; migraine.
Eyes: pain; dragging together in the middle, like cross-eyed; running right eye.
Ears: pain in right ear.
Mouth: salivation, bitter taste, lips and gums numb.
Nose: running; smell like tobacco.
Throat: voice unclear.
Lungs: coughing, tough, very loud, rough, disgusting, the mucus is sticking in the pharynx, behind the sternum, breathing heavy, yawning.
Stomach: pain, burping, a bit hunger, sickness with vomiting, burping loudly, lump feeling, desire to vomit shit out.
Abdomen: diarrhoea, gallbladder pain.
Female: sexual libido low; milk scanty.
Limbs: rheumatism, arthritis; right leg, knee hurts, the inner side; feet swollen a lot.