Author: Jan Scholten
They are attracted to big events, conferences; or getting an invitation for an important dinner with famous, interesting and well educated people, like scientists, actors or politicians. They feel excited, enthusiastic and proud being part of a big event. They feel important to meet these people. It’s good for their position in society, good for their career; there is knowledge, information, connections and so on. In the end however, not much has happened. They realise it is fake, they get nothing. They have invested a lot and got duped.
Convinced of their own importance, haughty, great, noble.
Feeling of distance and not belonging, estranged.
Lack of feeling, distance, superficial, shiny.
Illusion of happiness is built up, but it’s only to channel ones energy.
Betrayed, rejected, driven out, one has to accept or one has to go.
It’s not true, but everybody believes it’s true.
Spider like, animal.
Delusion: being rejected, repulsed from important happenings, from the shiny surface. Anger, hate, aggression, < not being allowed to participate in the glittery world.
Situation of a new shopping centre, giving the feeling of fulfilling needs, but it’s only about one’s money.
Dream: a strict female, aristocratic ruler has obedient servants, blinded by the option to have a secure place of work.
Dream: a dark spider on the left temple, puts pressure on it.
Desire: food, gluttonous appetite.
Mouth: feeling of sucking.