Author: Jan Scholten
Want to make and see beautiful art, ballet, music, dance, light, floating; ballet dancer.
Refined, startled by the rudeness and violence of the world, the men, labour, the painful, rude and animalistic side of it.
Shocked by images and stories of war, animals being maltreated.
Desire to dream away in a world of peace, joy, a paradise, away from the hard reality.
Narcotic, floating, flowing in a fantasy world, being taken away.
Smell sweet, soft, ethereal.
Sensation: trembling contracting.
Weather: chilly, freezing, = sun.
General: inflammation; hyperglycaemia.
Energy: tired, sluggish.
Nervous: spasms, shivering, trembling, shaking, uncontrollable, < cold, > clothes, warm applications.
Vertigo: giddy, drowsy.
Eyes: dry; vision field narrowed, golden, yellow, darkening.
Ears: auditory hallucinations; sounds seem distant.
Face: distorted from disgust.
Mouth: dry; taste bitter, sharp.
Throat: swelling; voice metallic, deep.
Lungs: asthma; gasping.
Heart: pulse slow; constriction or dilation of coronary vessels; hypertension.
Chest: tight, pain < deep breathing.
Stomach: empty, hollow, nausea.
Urinary: urine scanty.
Limbs: muscle tension; pain sore, tight, stiff, tense, legs, as from over exertion, < motion, < walking.