Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Secret Lanthanides
Type:
Remedy
Chapter:
10.4
10.4 Gadolinium oxydatum
Analysis
Obvious autonomy while using and being abused
Self-satisfied from getting possessions
Self-satisfied in spite of poverty
Self-satisfied beggar
Disharmony when being abused
Disharmony as a neglected child
Balance in using and being used
Just autonomous in taking what they need
Obvious self-control of egotism
Spiritual harmony in spite of being abused
Therapist of abused children
Obvious autonomy while using and being abused
They have decided to stay independent in every situation where they're being used and using other people. They do that by keeping in good order the balance between using and being used. They have the insight that using is part of life in this world and that it's not necessary to give away their autonomy because of it. It's just an exchange of goods. That makes them obviously free to take what they need, just as anyone is entitled to take what he needs. And they feel that everyone is independent enough to decide what they need. They can get into trouble when the balance between giving and taking is disturbed. They can understand corruption, but when it becomes excessive they get out of balance.
Self-satisfied from getting possessions
They often have a feeling of being good inside themselves. They are satisfied with who they are and what they have. They can maintain that attitude even when they are abused or when they are poor. They can even fall into extreme poverty and still feel satisfied. They can be the self-satisfied beggar.
Disharmony as a neglected child
They can have developed their talent for harmony in very difficult situations in their childhood. They were often neglected as a child, which makes it difficult to keep in harmony with the world and their self-worth. But even if their parents have neglected them, they can understand that they needed to do that for their freedom. When they get abused too much they can feel that as disharmony and get out of balance.
Spiritual harmony in spite of being abused
They can focus on self-control. They see it as obvious that they have to control their mind in order to be really autonomous and free. As therapists they feel very good as it's just normal to do therapies, it's not a struggle. In their spiritual development it's obvious for them to control their selfishness. Using others will bring disharmony into the world and thus into their inner world. Both the inner and outer world are in balance with each other.