Author: Jan Scholten
Stage 17: Exit, Condemned, Rejected, Banned, Fleeing, Letting go, Holding on, Loose, Demanding, Climax
Carbon series: Individual, Person, I, Child, Value, Meaning, Self-worth, Ethics, Good and Bad, Body, Life, Lust, Possessions, Hero, I weakness, Magic, Myths.
They feel worthless as they feel rejected as a person. They feel they are no good. To compensate they want to achieve something great, but often fails as they want to achieve in a short time and do not have the patience to really work for it. This exaggerates the feeling of being no good. When this deepens they feel totally rejected, and feel an outsider in society. This leads to feeling out of order and having no reason to hold on to the rules of the others. In extreme form it leads to criminal behaviour.
Letting go of values: immoral.
Letting go of values: breaking taboos.
Holding on to self-worth: recognition.
Holding on to the self: glamour.
The end of the self.
Feeling of emptiness in the self.
Wanting to get a lot out of life.
Holding on to possessions.
Condemning physical goods: glitter, money, sex.
Taking everything that is of value.
Letting go of property: gambling.
Giving away possessions.
Holding on to the physical: sex.
Taking in order to prove self-worth: sex.
A demanding and aggressive person: hard.
Letting go of values: psychopathic.
Letting go of the essence: superficial.
Letting go of the personality, giving up.
A fleeting personality.
Letting go of the ego: the hero.
The demanding borderline: narcissist.
Letting the body go: lust, passion for life.