Proving: trituration proving, Britta Dähnrich
Provers: Britta Dähnrich, Ursula Bleeck-Dähnrich, Monika Lang, Elisabeth Sehlinger, Sandra Schulte, Thomas Schulte, Dorle Hochhut-Grün, Angela El Din.
This proving is dedicated to Mother Earth.We all could feel her wounds and her healing power.
Prover 1Meditation:
Moss is very tall and overflowing.
Picture of a gorilla standing in front of me.
C1:1 resistance, it is hard to rub.
Irrepressible anger, would like to hit, smash the mortar.
A door opens and a wise woman lets me in, I landed in a sheltered home - everything is fine.
2 totally irritated, would like to smash the mortar
I go into another dimension, into another world.
As landed on Mars.
Other laws are true here.
Drawing in the forehead to the back of the head.
3 easy and free.
I allow myself to be myself.
Fine shimmering light.
A lot of heat.
Unrelated, unfocused, a thousand thoughts are buzzing through my head.
4 total heat.
A lot of energy, like Kundalini rising.
Unsure, am I doing something wrong?.
Feeling, I am not right there, as separated from me.
That's all stupid stuff, the scratching; striving for something is not the essence.
5 It is about the essential, the real, simple.
Song: Mother Earth, you draw me to you.
Mother Earth, take me as I am.
I put my heart in your lap.
In your womb all my pain will heal.
Losing the thread, I could slap on it again, that I can stay tuned!
6 that's all too much effort, I'm simple !!.
Rubbing is rubbing.
Picture of a mentally handicapped person with salivation.
Somehow confused in my thoughts.
Prover 2Before start of the trituration: suddenly severe itching at the left back.
Pressure at my forehead.
When I have the moss in my hand: warm burning sensation in the hand; radiates over the heart to the head.
Meditation:.
Door overgrown with moss and room lined with moss.
Atmosphere: friendly.
Many little dwarves with red hats "What is happening here?" (Ronja Räubertochter). The dwarfs experience it as a break-in into their world. The dwarfs are hiding.
Suddenly thunderous voice: "What do you want here? This is our kingdom " a big green giant says that / but I only see one leg of it.
I tell him that I came to learn from them. I come with peaceful intentions. Need some advice. And ask if they, the mosses, want to show themselves to me.
C1, step 1.Thought: early childhood.
I can not disturb.
Hiding in a cave (Ronja Räubertochter).
Pressure on the forehead.
Emotional: strong withdrawal / protection / hiding / no access to one's feelings => neutral.
Scratching.
Unconcerned.
.
C1, step 2.
Annoyance about disturbing noise => retreat => want to have peace.
Nestled in community = hiding there.
I am awake - not dull, watching.
Thought: Prover 7 has nice shoes.
My interest is that everyone is fine - have everything in view.
Unconcerned.
C1, step 3.New milk sugar => "I like the confusion, but not the change =it needs time to integrate the new.
Strangers are scaring.
I do not want something new => I am withdrawing
Defiant because of timidity.
Scratching.
I do not want to integrate something else.
C1, step 4.I may seem stupid and simple, but I am not.
I perceive things sensitively, and I am putting that over myself.
That's why something new does not work, because it overwhelms me.
Inwardly cheerful, warm hearted, open.
I do not want to be in public.
Scratching.
Thirst ++.
Headache remains.
Slowly.
Orderly.
Feeling well in the background.
C1, step 5.Headache at the right forehead, drawing to the eye.
"I'm outside ".
Picture of the moss giant = do you know what you need? He is relaxed / does not reveal anything.
Scratching.
Snow landscape.
I am doing my work, inwardly unconnected.
C1, step 6.Remains feeling of "there the others - here I am" = not connected, but not separated like an invisible wall – I can see the others, but can not go to them =>I am staying with me =>this feels good too.
Mountains - snow landscape - vastness.
C1 / 6 scratching.complacency.
Itching over right eye.
Prover 3.Before the rubbing process.
Monika and myself oversalted the meals
During the meditation the face feels like a mask, deaf and the eyes are itching
C1, step 1.Forest smell.
Green rubbing works faster than the roots, nose tingles and itches and runs.
Root rubbing won’t work.
Itching of left eye.
Time is running slow.
Sound sensitive.
Scratching disturbs, especially in the left ear.
Left ear hurts.
Need to beat the milk sugar.
The equal rubbing of the colleagues supports.
Community helps.Keeping up.
Smell sensitive.
Piece of root is still visible.
Left temple hurts.
Moos sticks together.
What happens to one, if something happens to the other one.
C1, step 2.Pleasant white new sugar.
Light helps.
Pureness, untainted.
Dirt must disappear.
Warmness on the whole body.
Pending moos pieces look like dirt.
Feeling hungry, desire for salt
Desire to wipe the white powder over the body and to cover him.
Cover.
Mouth masked.
Jaw stiff, drawing in the left temple, pressing, like deaf of the left face part.
Drawing of femoral.
Pain in the left ear, drawing, stitching.
Getting better, when nothing more to see.
I feel nothing child like or easy, only severity.
Do we have a choice, which place we take here or does the fortune happens anyhow?.
C1, step 3.White and soft, nothing more to see, more quite.
Runny nose
Getting better, when nothing more to see.
Covered, impenetrable.
Is it important to keep the rubbing rules?.
Doesn’t matter, rules are almost broken!.
Nothing to change.
We are all together, nevertheless everybody is carrying his own fortune.
Rules are broken, you must not take care of anything
Itching nose.
Covered, concealed, hypocritical.
Makes me angry, it is ignored.
I lurk, i fit will appear again in the sugar.
Closing up, doesn’t show.
Prover 4.Experience of a contact.
Silence is covering.
Just being, without any claim.
Just a simple “I am present”, I am without “I am”.
Silence like in a dream, like withdrawing myself inside.
C1, step 1.
free, light, without any claim.
fresh smell; my nose is not blocked any more.
feeling of gratitude find it brutal how the tiny leaf is being rubbed and is unable to defend itself.
Always the same, treadmill.
I am feeling provoked by the grinding/rubbing.
I am feeling the desire for silence.
I let it go, and do not defend myself.
very precisely.
C1, step 2.compassion with that poor leaf.
Thoughtlessness.
„I am doing it that way, as I have been told to do so“.
If I just could achieve such thoughtlessness during my meditation.
Just being present, without feeling of Me.
A gadget with perceptions without any individual being.
C1, step 3.Taking a deep breath.
I am arriving. Now, I am here.
Where am I? Is it me already
But I am perceiving my self/myself. I am seeing myself I myself in this world.
Sun, rain, win.
I am seeing, I am watching, but there is no cognition. Recognition. Just seeing.
Physical effect: it is cleaning internally.
My breath is becoming deeper.
More oxygen in my blood.
Feeling that moss is able to detoxify my body.
I am much wider awake, more alert, and clearer.
Feeling of trying out the lactose, it is so clear and pure, so free.
C1, step 4.It is good. It is free.
There is an acting in unison, but without any claim or topic.
A kind of coexistence, each of us in her own being.
A state of sleep, perhaps with nightmares?
It is pulling poison out of the thoughts.
It is also cleaning my kidneys and the meridians next to the spine- bladder meridian.
Feeling of sadness, does not want to enter the Being.
Time is passing by too fast.
I do not want to glide into the very state of being born.
No responsibility.
I am feeling Irritable, just leave me alone!.
But I am present.
C1, step 5.Just taking a deep breath liberatedly.
Feeling of getting taller.
Where are you? Who are you?.
I can see you, I can recognise you as human beings, but I cannot perceive you on the personality level.
Body: Intercellular space Lymph.
Tingling sensation around my mouth.
Like a slight contraction of my lips.
Bronchi, main bronchus.
C1, step 6.Do the mosses really fit into the 333 category? Or do they fit into the 222 category?.
Feeling of impatience, but it needs to go on faster.
I’d just like to be on my own.
Important feeling in order to come to touch the floor.
I cannot imagine that there are more things than the space I am just filling in.
I can bear things patiently and am prepared to fill in the space I am told to.
Why all this fuzz! All I need is silence and sleep, maybe a longing for dying as well.
The soul is withdrawing already ---just before my death, process of death.
Prover 5Before triturating talks about oxygenation, accuracy and punctuality
Monika said it has cleaned all the air and survived the frost
Meditation: images of dense forests, vastness. Connection to nature, to feel connected.
Being one with nature.
Being positive alone, wanting to stay alone.
Trituration C1.Emptiness, heaviness in the body feeling.
breathing.
Indifference, not connected with the group.
What's all this about.
Physical: neck tension, mucous congestion, tightness on the chest, can not find rhythmic breathing.
Prover 6.C1.
Themes which came up the time before.
Things are as they are, there is nothing to regret.
Desire to make everything very accurately.
Punctual, on time.
Clear identification.
Too much salt in the food.
A theme of air, oxygen.
The Plant.It has a strong smell of earth and wood.
Meditation of the plant. We had to find a tree and go under it to find a tunnel and a door to discover whatever.
The tree I saw was completely bare, without leaves or bark, it looked like it had been sanded and very clean.
I thought that was because I’m old and will die soon.
But when I tried to get to the roots, it refused and sent me to the neighboring tree, a huge giant old sequoia! I should live!
From there it was easy to get into the subterraneous tunnel and I found the door I had to look out for in its end. It was radioactive golden shining, very bright.
It was thick as a safe door and very hard to open.
When I finally got it open, I found a room shining in a brownish-red-golden light, like a sunset in a very deep autumn wood or in a jungle.
But the trees where actually giant mosses and below in their roots little people were working. It looked like a peat mine. It was a bustling activity, buoyantly and of a self-evident diligence.
Trituration C1, step 1.I’m thinking of my family, my sons, especially the one I met the day before.
We talked about our life experiences and where we thought we had gone wrong and what we had done right. About remorse (regretfulness ) and found out that wrong does not exist, because one always believes in the exact moment when you make your decision that you are doing the right thing - the only possible thing you can see. Wrong is done intentionally when you know better
Things happen.
It is as it is.
Things happen as they are meant to happen when the time is right.
Traumatic experiences, hard times can be valuable learning experiences for you in the future. A necessary, essential turning point
There is a saying in German “Man weiss nicht für was es gut ist“ that means, you never know what is it good for.
Simple structure, the scraping and scratching is easy and clean.
C1, step 2.Later I had to determine that I put the second part of the sugar too early into the mortar!!! Not at all correct!!.
Think about colonization and the movie I saw the other day about the idea what would have happened if Africa had not been colonized? Which developments would have gone through their own way.
The movie showed how they developed an unknown high technology by still holding on to their old cultural habits or rules.
C1, step 3.Again I added the next part of the sugar too early.
The atmosphere I feel is busy and not intellectual.
Stupid work.
The sugar does not stick to the mortar.
Pain in my neck.
Harmless.
Daydreaming.
I think oft he husband of my colleague next to me. He is badly sick and I ask myself, why he has this sickness? What is the meaning behind it?
The real reason???
The dwarfs are singing very satisfied on their way home from work.
They march in the right line bit like dancing.
Naive.
I’m content how it is, I don’t want more.
I like how it is, with this I can get old.
The normal every day routine has simply be done.
Suddenly I triturate very resolute and I change the direction and the pressure.
C1 A.E.D.In the days, especially in the hours before the Proving there was a great theme of improving the air with Oxygen, what mosses do.
The other theme that came up was about accuracy and being in time.
M. comment by looking at the moss ‚’it has cleansed the air and survived the winter’.
Meditation:I saw pictures of woods, open space, being in contact to nature, having a feeling of being in contact in general. A oneness with the nature.
There was a positive feeling of being all alone and staying alone for the future.
C1, step 1.Emptiness, the feeling of heaviness in the body.
Breathing heavy.
Indifference, not in contact with the group.
What is it all about?.
My neck is braced.
My chest is blocked, I can’t find a rhythmical breathing.
I have a lot of mucus in my throat.
I’m all by myself, there is no contact with the group, I’m far outside.
Prover 7.C1.
Emotions after and during the start meditation:
Connection with nature, secureness, strength, safety, protection, original, trust, irrevocable.
Oozing moos out of the room.
During the rubbing process.
Light stitches at the heart, right eye itching in the right area.
itching of right nose side.
itching of right ear itching.
light headache.
chin getting sensitive.
nose closing, sniff.
light stitches on the forehead.
itching of left side of nose.
tingling feeling of the forehead.
pressure on the forehead.
itching of the right side of the back head.
tingling of the right shoulder.
itching of the right head side.
itching of right check.
itching of the right nose tip.
itching of the right head crown.
feeling warm.
Getting tired.
itching of right shoulder blade.
eyes getting tired.
yawning.
itching of left lower leg.
headache left and right side
itching of right ear.
light pain at the left back head side.
desire for music, sound.
Om sound brings very comfortable feeling.
Prover 8.Yearning for forests.
The spores look so funny, so unconventional
The space in the corridor (meditation).
Feeling as if I had to knock on a door, I feel as if I could not just enter a room.
The room is empty – quite large and high, with large windows. Outside I can see a forest.
The wall-paper is green-brownish, the floor made of brown wood, it looks very old.
I can see a small midget. It looks quite dismissive, and it considers itself disrupted.
It does not permit any communication.
C1, step.Pleasant smell perceptable, like fresh forest air.
I can hear friction noises quite strong, it is a bit lulling.
Time has gone by fast.
C1, step 2.I would rather like to take the easy way than to rub too strongly.
I would like to enjoy my life, not taking it too limited
I am having that image of a hippie girl in front of my eyes.
I am having the image of how we would look like if we were puffing lactose on each other.
I am having that image, and I have to grin.
When I am looking at Dorle, who is looking so seriously, I must laugh.
Time has passed by super fast.
It seems to me that scratching has taken remarkably longer.
The faces of the other comrades seem to me so dogged.
C1, step 3.I am thinking: poor you, dear moss, now I have destroyed you completely. I do not feel emotionally involved, though.
Remind you what a plant is feeling when it is being shipped.
Now, it can be proud of becoming a cure.
When scratching I feel like endearing me to it. Do tell me something about you.
C1, step 4.I do not remark any particle of the moss any longer. It has disappeared in the masses, or it is hiding or putting on camouflage.
I am rambling to have lunch.
I do not feel like tracking my thoughts seriously rather than simply rubbing and letting myself lull.
I can hear dogged scratching. I am thinking that this would be unnecessary, though, to waste so much energy.
C1, step 5.A stungent feeling at the tip of my nose.
A slight aching pain at my left instep.
A twinge at my wrist
I can feel my left scapula.
This feeling is wandering through my body.
I am feeling my right and left ilio-sacral joint.
Strong ache in my left shoulder.
I cannot refrain from laughing when thinking of powdering ourselves with lactose.
C1, step 6.I am feeling as if I am having much more lactose than before.
Quite digressing thoughts.
Itching in my left ear.
C2 trituration, Provers 1 to 8.C2, step 1
Prover 1 triturates.
Everybody is laughing.
Silly.
Prover 6 and 5 talk about something quite different, it is about believing in yourself.
Prover 2 gets no contact with the others.
It is too different to believe in yourself.
The question does not exist.
It is a simple doing.
For prover 5, sharing is important.
Prover 1:a simple heart to heart shape without big words.
Only mimic exchange.
Prover 1 does not think about what she does, a typical Bufo expression.
Prover 7: It sounds like a machine.
Can be so lulled.
Prover 1 has no desire to say anything.
It is so.
It is obvious what needs to be done.
A lot of laughter, no sense.
Prover 6: it is a laugh, as if you had eaten marijuana.
Prover 1 bothers the table.
Actually the feeling of making yourself comfortable.
Prover 2 has a very strong sense of loneliness.
Again the feeling: the 7 minutes passed too fast.
C2, step 1.Scratching
The noise disturbs
Prover 2 seems to be isolated
You see the others, but you are not connected
Prover 3 says it's a feeling to be with yourself
The tingling around the mouth occurs in prover 3 and 4
Prover 7 has a pressure behind his left eye while laughing agg
Prover 2 feels headache behind the forehead in the area of the nasal root
C2, step 2.
Prover 3 is triturating.
There is nothing to say.
In the retirement home in the common room, where nobody says anything.
As in the beginning and as in the end.
It's just silence.
Just listen and do not value.
If no one would say something, good too.
Much reference to the neck.
When leaning back, stretching to the back, it improves the neck.
Either a meaningless laugh.
Or silence.
Down syndrome.
Laughter or thoughts.
ScratchingProver 7 bubbles over with laughter.
C2, step 3.Prover 8 is triturating.
The light rubbing annoys, too much noise.
Prover 5 feels that something has been confused.
Prover 5 has the itch on her arm and could have a heavy scratch.
Tension at the right neck.
Prover 8: right arm hurts from rubbing.
Prover 4 is talking too much.
Prover 5 stabbing pain in the arm.
Prover 7 stabbing pain behind his left eye.
Prover 4 has a feeling as if it the tongue is paralysing.
Prover 6 would be glad to go to bed.
Prover 1: it is boring, but does not know how to change it.
Prover 2 feels an onset of depression.
It's all too exhausting, you can still decide for yourself
without will.
No self-reflection.
Bliss, no consciousness.
Time passes quickly.
Scratching.Easy to do
Prover 1 has the feeling that there is something else.
Prover 6 feels the 7th cervical vertebra so much
it is pulling in the jaw.
Leaning against and leaning backwards ameliorates.
It starts and it is a pre-linguistic state.
Satisfaction and everything is okay.
If the circle closes then it's good.
C2, step 4Prover 5 triturates.
Prover 8 has cold feet.
Prover 6 is sitting with blanket.
Prover 1 there is something underneath it.
Prover 6 can not hold her head.
Prover 5 asks what the whole drivel is supposed to be.
The substance changes.
It is sticky and attached.
Breathing is going to be difficult.
Tension in the inner neck, which pulls together.
Prover 7 wants to have music.
Prover 1 intends there's something wrong, on a certain level.
Prover 6, it has something to do with neck.
Prover 2 feels palpitations.
Prover 8: there is something and she does not want to let the world in.
Prover 3 also feels palpitations when it is said there is something.
No music…….
Scratching:Fresh air is good.
Prover 3: simple conversations.
Yawning and tiredness.
Prover 5 could also go to sleep.
Prover 2 thinks that her palpitations are getting worse.
But only if you go back in there.
C2, step 5Prover 6 is triturating.
It remains a confusion, which sugar bowl is the right one.
Again everyone is confused.
The fatigue is filled with such gravity, maybe a repression.
Prover 1 has a feeling like having a lump in her stomach.
Prover 8 says she has to take care of something, she is not tired, she has to protect something, she does not want to do it, because it is so bad.
something long-suppressed.
Prover 2 has the feeling of a baby, something is happening that disturbs.
Senseless laugh.
Prover 5 is really tired.
Prover 7 gets a laugh.
Prover 6 feels the time too long.
Prover 5 always makes a move with her scarf, as if she wants to hide and dive.
Scratching.
Prover 1 wants to find out, but it's so exhausting.
Prover 5 always thinks of the giant who always yawns there.
Prover 5 does not care about the story, it's been a long time ago.
Compulsive yawning.
If prover 5 has a connection to the old story, the fatigue will go away.
Prover 3 gets palpitations when she thinks of a longer time ago.
Other life, not from now.
C2, step 6Prover 2 is triturating.
It is ancient.
It seems like there is too much powder.
Prover 2 does not feel anything anymore.
music of spheres.
music of whales.
primeval.
Prover 3: it feels like a dementia clinic.
Primal Mother and Primal Earth.
Prover 1 makes whale music.
Noise: the earth also makes noises.
Yawning, prover 5 comes to the point that she has no voice.
A tone of Digeridoo then the fatigue disappears.
The vibration has something positive, then the gravity disappears.
Prover 5 does not look so gnomish anymore.
The neck is relaxed by the sound.
soothing confidant, the memory goes back at something beautiful.
you get in resonance and feel yourself.
OM.
scratching.OM.
a sound, should not be melodious.
It has to be a remembrance when the animal went ashore.
it is the ancient tone of the universe.
C3 trituration, Provers 1 to 8.C3, step 1.
Urton is good for us; Mother Earth; Feeling to protect it, it is worth being protected.
Prover 2, if she hears the sound for a long time, the headache gets worse
Prover 7 can not stop laughing, it is so much joy to do something
Palpitations do not stop
Frequent deep breaths, yawning.
Prover 2 has to hold her head up, otherwise the skull will burst.
There is a very strong energy coming from the moss.
Prover 7 gets a bit of a cold, burning feeling in the throat, it is difficult for him to stir; again a lot of laughing; but prover 7 is happy; not happy or unhappy, just being.
Prover 2 feels rage like a volcano; she needs to control the rage, otherwise she would smash everything.
Inner picture of a giant with a big bludgeon.
Brute force, needs to be controlled, this is the reason for the headache.
Prover 3 feels pain in the kidneys.
Sighing again and again.
Rage of Mother Earth, what is done to her.
Prover 4 feels that scratching makes back pain and nausea.
prover 2 now sees inside the very green tall figure of the giant.
Ancient pictures that belong to the mythical level.
C3, step 2.Prover 4 feels that it is a way of being like it is
Prover 1 feels that there is a break, a shock.
Prover 7 feels a kind of force of nature.
Prover 1 feels like a break, a discontinuation in contact, it is a demolition of security
Prover 6, it is like a uterus.
Prover 5, it is the force of nature that has shocked you so much that you have lost the basic trust.
Prover 4 feels that the compliance is not there.
Prover 1 feels that it is like a crack.
Prover 3 feels that there is,also the need to do violence, to crush and to break.
Prover 5 feels that it sounds like crickets chirping.
The grasshoppers that destroyed everything.
It has something to do with insect pests.
Prover 8 feels the break, feeling that she has closed it in herself, that she is not catapulted out of the state; she does not like any changes; she wants only 2 ones; she wants the control and nothing more; everything should remain consistent, anything else is too much.
Prover 1 reminds of a patient who can not stand any change; it is something that is locked in.
Prover 8 wants to protect herself and does not want to evolve
Prover 3 feels heavy about he issues of protecting and shutting down.
Prover 8 wants to stay in the Om tone.
coma patients.
What could cure would be dolphins.
Everything that conveys security.
Uterine condition.
C3, step 3.What is the solution?
Prover 2 does not come out of the state.
When grating the very solid crust has gone.
As if something had to be dug to be free.
Prover 3 feels about a failed abortion, with rejection and violence.
Prover 2 feels that when it was named something openness, only talking closes off.
It needs to bee seen only for a short while.
It has to be named and then I can be like I am.
It has to be named and respected then it's good again.
Only the knowledge is enough.
Then the pressure on the head dissolves.
It has to do with violence.
The crack was very deep on the bottom of the bowl and then the crack came to light.
Prover 6 is very sad.
Prover 3 says that the mother instinct is above all and when this is shaken this will not do.
Prover 2 feels relief that it was seen and now everything is fine.
Prover 3 feels what helps is love.
Prover 7 also feels sadness. Just like this.
Prover 6 has the feeling that she is not seen in her sadness.
Prover 8 feels it as a very strong speechlessness and distance.
C3, step 4.Prover 6 feels guilty as the mother of the child.
Prover 2 says she does not have to feel guilty out of the childish point of view.
Prover 3 feels that maybe the female energy heals too.
Prover 2 feels that looking at it heals, it just wants to be seen; it just does not want to be rated, it needs only to be seen.
Now Prover 2 is fine, she is no longer in the role.
Prover 6 feels that for her it is the sentence of solution that she can release guilt too
In the beginning there was no compassion and this is above it.
Prover 5 talking about abortion about delivery, seeing it systemically, it is not a murder.
That what was hidden is revealed now.
first the rage came out and then with putting it on the table it became easier.
In the shamans, the moss is seen as a cure.
The open wound heals it.
In the trituration shows that there is healing.
The shamans put moss in the open wound.
Prover 1 also always had a laryngeal pressure that resolved with opening of the theme.
Prover 5 feels now more quality of life and meaningfulness.
Prover 1 feels that the moss has to do with the destroyed unit with the mother.
Prover 5 sees the image of the All - One - Being.
Prover 1 feels that there are several levels with the unit.
Monika, it's happened intrauterine.
Britta, why do the mosses now come to light, we will find remedies that can cure such early injuries.
Now we have a remedy for prenatal traumatization.
We have Maia saura also as an animal remedy.
Too much and still something, if we have basic trust then we do not need it.
Violence in pregnancy, with Pluto at 6th house?
Talk about mothers who have tried to abort the pregnancy.
Report on a boy who had a severe typhoid at the age of 6 and there was already a wake.
Today he has an itchy skin and crusts at the arms and kidney stones. The mother had tried to end this pregnancy because she felt overwhelmed. He felt guilty that he made it so hard for the mother.