3-332.13.09: Polytrichum communeEssenceA person who cannot make a choice, because each choice is wrong. He cannot commit himself to a relationship out of fear of losing it. They fear their loved one will leave them, run away because they were not loving and sweet enough, because they also had their own ideas and then afterwards they keep on searching for an answer for the event.
Or one has to make a choice between 2 children, which is impossible. They are very caring, but the caring is not enough to prevent a disaster. The situation is that one cannot do anything about the loss, it just happens. The Gods or nature has made it so. So there is no guilt, but the loss and destruction are not less.
MindEmotional states, post traumatic stress syndromes by being left by their loved ones because of not been loving enough.
Hypersensitive emotional syndrome.
Thin, floating, fleeting, not grounded.
Anxious, nervous, lamenting.
Lives too much in his head, like an artist, scientist.
Likes to flee, but looks for the light in the darkness.
Hypersensitivity, leading to irritation.
Voice high pitched, thin.
A delicate woman who has been hurt has formed a wall around herself
The hurting is locked in, not visible to the outside
Very delicate and vulnerable
Sadness that passes by
Contact and no contact
Speaking, it's hard to put into words
Afraid to be let down
Borderless, boundless, endless, limitless.
No identity.
Something between existing and non existing.
No consciousness and contact.
Archaic.
Ground under my feet is hard, red, stony., like a desert.
Nights are cold, days are hot. I carry all my clothes, and that is all I have, while crossing the desert from some place to another place. No animals, just a small group of people walking silently.
BodyChest: feels narrow.
Lungs: lack of air; breathing is an effort; asthma.
Heart: heavy; pulse irregularly.
Back: whiplash.