Sense proving, 25-9-2021, Zell, Christa Ari, Markus Kuntosch.
Prover 1, Crista AriBlack as ebony and white as snow
I am ashamed of it, although no one will ever know what really happened then.
As usual, I was out picking mushrooms. I am a young girl, about 10 years old. Two men followed me, I knew them. One went back, but the other stayed very close to me. When I bent down to pick mushrooms, he fell over me and started tearing at me, first at my clothes, then at my genitals. He wants to penetrate me, but his penis does not get hard because I am pleading and crying so much. Full of rage, he spreads my legs with force and breaks my hip in the process. He takes a thick branch and rams it into me. Everything inside me is torn to shreds, the blood spurts. The scream sticks in my throat. I feel no pain. I look at him with eyes wide open. I have given up. Now he gets scared, gets up and runs away. Leaves me just lying there.
Frozen in the face of horror, all living things turn their backs on the world. Forever locked in the stifled cry of horror. The impossible has come true.
"I have looked into the face of the devil, and the devil into the eyes of innocence."
A stalemate! - There is no way out. Everything is equal-valid!!!
Lost forever, no one knows where the girl has gone. Is she dead? Or does she live on, mute and empty-eyed, lifeless. There is no difference. I think of a song by Falco, it's about Jeanie, a young woman who has mysteriously disappeared and no one knows if she is missing or murdered.
The perpetrator is also stuck in an in-between consciousness and so are the girl's parents, a spell holds them captive.
Unredeemed- damned forever!
Only the hypocritical cloak of religions pretends that none of this happened.
There was a witness on the spot - even he knows that nothing happened! It just happened and it can't be helped... I wash my hands in innocence. Was the observer perhaps a clergyman with a black collar and a white collar (the mushroom is black on the outside and white on the inside!)?
Young innocent life has been muzzled forever, abused by all means and in all ways, one does not want to get oneself dirty in the process, and then everything is buried under the earth under the guise of charity!!!!
This simply has to and wants to come to light:
The outrages that happen every day in refugee camps, people live close to each other there and yet it is possible that something like this happens and no one wants to have seen anything. The Indian children in Canada who were segregated from their tribes in missions, tortured, abused and disemboweled. Just a few decades ago, this was also the fate of many orphans in Europe!
Victims, perpetrators and observers fall silent, their voices choked in the face of horror, as if frozen!
Xylaria polymorpha brings everything to light!
The light brings warmth into the frozen hearts of these people. This mushroom thus creates a new condition to return to life.
Thank you Xylaria for your sincere confession- through darkness to light!
(Christa)C1 I went up innocently. Innocence goes up into the forest. Snowy wee. Black as ebony and white as snow. The heart shall be torn out by the hunter. No one shall know. I am a 10 year old girl, as always in the forest to collect mushrooms. Two men follow me. At the beginning there were two. When I bend down to the mushrooms, he wants to touch my clothes and genitals. The other looks away. (She is ashamed of her thoughts)
C2 He wants to penetrate, but can't get it up because I'm begging. He spreads my legs and breaks my hips, takes a thick branch and rams it into me. The blood spurts. Everything is torn inside me. Feel no pain. The scream is stuck in my throat (Christa moans as if she wants to scream). Look at him with widened eyes. I have given up. At that moment he gets scared because he can't stand my gaze any more and just leaves me lying there. He runs away. Now he should be helping me. I can't get up because I'm dangerously injured. An undead.
C1/3 Frozen in the face of horror. All living things turn their backs on the world. The living is locked up forever by the terrifying scream of horror. The impossible has come true. I have seen the face of the devil. And the devil in the eyes of innocence. A pat situation. There is no way out. Unresolved. Did she die or did someone find her? Falco (Song Jeanny). Lost forever. It makes no difference. The perpetrator lives on in the same consciousness. Everything remains unredeemed, damned forever. Only the hypocritical cover pretends that nothing has happened. There was someone else on the scene who knows that nothing happened. I wash my hands in innocence. Chatter, white. It was a clerical observer, with a black frock and white collar. A young innocent life forever muzzled and abused in every way possible. Then all buried under the guise of love.
C1/6 Out with the abomination. This must and will come to light. Outrages in countless refugee camps. It happens daily. No one knows anything or talks about it. We can't report anyone, we can only remain silent. When children are sexually assaulted with serious bodily harm. Victims and perpetrators fall silent in the face of horror. Bring everything to light and warmth into the hearts of the people. These are the conditions to return to life.
Follow-up:I remember again the dream I had the night before the seminar began and wonder if it is related to this trituration?
"I am in a room with other women, we are being sexually abused by men with small black dirty penises, forced to perform oral sex, it is disgusting. The other women and I are bleeding from the genitals, like an abortion, we are impregnated and trying to get rid of the foetuses."
Body symptomThe evening after the trituration, I discover a painful lump in my left labia, burning and stinging, and realise that bartholinitis has formed! I had that once when I was a young girl. Four days later, the inflammation is still there, but not getting worse.
Prover 2, Markus KuntoschIn groups on an almost twisted beech trunk on the southern Wachberg. Rubbing on the northern Wachberg. First thought it was animal excrement and didn't want to touch it. Relatively heavy, like a piece of dry wood. At cutting it, it is completely white inside, like cream cheese. Uniting the dark and light sides. Where there is a lot of light, there is also a lot of shadow, or vice versa.
(Christa) Dream the night before the seminar: I was locked up with a group of women. I had to bring an old man's penis back to erection by sucking on it. It was already half rotten and dirty. We were all to be impregnated, but the children were to be aborted.
At night, dreams of the Celtic princess Boudicca, who rebelled against the Romans after they had violated her daughters.
In the morning, several times, like an inner command. Put on your sandals. There were no shoes at that time. When I tell Günter which mushroom we want to check, a chill rises in him and a feeling as if worms were gnawing at him from below.
We walk up to the granite mountain on the southern Wachberg, where we want to rub the mushroom. Christa ahead, me and Jan behind. It seems to me like a procession to a sacrificial site. Christa goes wrong at first, but there is no getting out of the way.
C1/1 The mountain is surrounded by palisades, Celtic times, a torch light procession, druids with a virgin in white. She is to be sacrificed on the mountain. For the tribe to survive, one of them will be sacrificed. She submits to her fate. That's the way it was back then. She is beaten to death with a wooden club, her spine is broken. It is not clear why she is sacrificed. Perhaps there was a famine and the gods are to be appeased so that they will make it rain again. The sacrificial site is on the north side. The dark side of the mountain.
The men kill the children and women so that they do not fall into the hands of the victors and are then enslaved, raped or eaten. You have to get to the root of the evil to eradicate it. Film the 13th Warrior. Mercenaries are hired by a Viking tribe to fight the Wendol, a tribe of cannibals from ancient times. They live in a labyrinth of underground tunnels in caves deep in the mountains. - Torture method of the Vikings. In revenge, the victims are hung by their hands and their backs are slit open so that their spines are exposed.
This place has a beautiful light side and a dark side where bad things happened. Under the northern rock the attackers camped before the raid.
C1/2 A shiver runs down my spine. Think of open spinal injuries and Operations where vertebrae have to be broken to straighten them (scoliosis, realignment osteotomies). The spine was broken, also in a figurative sense.
C1/3 In the beginning was fire. After a tribe of cave dwellers has lost its most valuable possession, an eye-keeping vessel with fire, following a raid, 3 men set out to find fire. They come across a group of cannibals sitting around a fire. One is still gnawing on the arm of one of their victims who is hanging half dead, tied to a tree. While 2 lures the group away from the fire, the 3 slays the cannibal leader with a wooden club and frees the still-living victim. Themes: Primal violence, wooden club, cannibalism, Unimaginable atrocity against humans.
Something deadly gnaws at me. A perfidious, death-bringing power that can only be stopped with massive counter-violence. Only the sledgehammer method can help.
C1/4 In times of need, the end justifies the means.
Light emanates from the bowl and spreads concentrically over the mountain and the valley to the other guard mountain. Only on the north side is a dark sector where the light cannot reach. Against the worst evils only the light and the flaming sword of truth and justice can help. There is no need for pity. Whoever sows violence will reap violence and be brought to justice. Even if not always in the same life. He/she will get it back a hundredfold.
The mushroom is for those who have been inflicted with the most severe suffering.
C1/5 (Have until now forgotten to admit sugar, then now all the rest).
For all those who have had their backs broken by force. Be it by accident, Operation or figuratively. The mushroom straightens up inside and straightens what was broken. Incredibly light and peaceful.
C1/6 "Violence hurries the remedy". What is this now? Sometimes you have to break bones so that they grow together again.
Golgotha. Even serious criminals can enter the light. Jesus also went to the criminals. The last dark spot is now filled with light. My back feels warm and healthy again.
DiscussionLooks like animal droppings; inside like soft white cream cheese
Something very bad happened in that place, place of sacrifice; dark, dark.
Wachtberg.
(Christa, Markus)Dark disgusting; did not want to touch it
Dream of Christa.
Markus (dream): celts; mass rape, answer violence with violence.
Film: the 13th warrior.
soul salvation; soul will be lost.
Like a procession; she is the sacrifice; she is sacrificed to the gods, one must die for the tribe to survive; beat up the cross with the wooden club dead or not dead?
Shameful for what images are coming.
Skin off; Vikings;
Attackers, sinister fellows who attacked the village;
Spinal column injuries, severe, WS fractured; vertebral canal is open.
You have to do bad things to survive
Get the fire from the lightning and keep the fire in bones;
Cannibals;
Something deadly is gnawing at me that can only be stopped by the mallet method; stifled scream; in times of need the end justifies the means;
Who sows violence will reap violence; but this will not necessarily happen in this life
For those who have had their backs broken by violence
Massive violence
Born with an open back.
Mental torture breaks the backbone
All rules broken
Sometimes you have to break bones to make them grow back together properly.
Jesus on the cross with the two most serious criminals - even they can come into the light;
Salvation.We are a community of believers, then the laws of this community of believers apply; under the cover of the institution, many things can happen.
Snow White; white / black; hunter.Very big shame; I can not tell.
Rape - shredding; break hip.give yourself up.
Frozen in the face of horror - locked up forever
Forever with no way out; there is no more healing
It can no longer live.
Infanticide, child abuse; lost forever.The devil looks innocence in the eye.
Mushroom is black outside and white inside throughout.
Lucifer.
The tender indifference of being" (Camus, the stranger).