Trituration proving, Chista Ari, Liznjan, 19-10-2021
I bought this 7g truffle on 17. 10. 2021 in the Mirna Valley in Istria.
I was advised by a young woman with FFP2 mask, she was very impatient with me because I could not decide so quickly which specimen to choose. Not expecting any significant business with me, she more or less looked past me with her heavily made-up eyes, so hardly took any notice of me, she seemed arrogant and distant. I assumed that she must be the daughter of this renowned family business, which had built up a very lucrative business based on this luxurious delicacy for generations.
C1 Triturationalone
1 The smell is penetrating, it stinks to high heaven- an impertinence!!!
The mass is homogeneous, doughy, sticky, powdery, beguiling.
Heavy thick air- sticky things- an impenetrable mask.
Intoxicating, all-covering smell, makes everything else fade away, dizzying.
You can't get enough of it, you want more and more- immeasurable desire.
... and everything is hidden behind it, all the crap you're not supposed to see!!!
2 Slick people without empathy- alla puttanesca (in the whore way)!
Like a flytrap with pheromones - once you're stuck, you can't get out of the trap - and it's already too late!
Now the milk sugar and the truffles are already quite homogeneous - elegantly powdery! Hardly anything sticks to the pestle and the bowl - no one wants to stain themselves, no one wants to stick to anything. One prefers to keep to oneself, doesn't make a connection, is almost inert.
Platina and
Adamas romp around the square, they play in the same league - each for himself!
The three of them know each other without commitment, because too much closeness is not their thing!
3 Truffle can't get enough of sugar, she literally absorbs it.
More - more - more is the motto!
Hunger for power - one beguiles, one bluffs, like Kurz & Co.
Big posturing on the outside, stale and empty on the inside and in the end nothing is left - everything has no lasting reverberation!
In for a penny, in for a pound! This applies to everyone, including those who become victims of deception. In the end, nothing remains on which to build solidly.
Self-importance, impostors
The total illusion
(Apparent) magic, it's all about distraction, behind it are hidden corrupt machinations that are only about material gain.
Film: "The Incredibles" (original title: "Now you see me") with Woody Harrelson
Dangerous machinations, a perfect coup
4 A firework of the senses- an orgasmic delight, marked by intemperance
Noncommittal- hollow- empty
She has no shadow, no one sees her, she lives in secret, she is the shadow of herself- a nothing!
All or nothing
Hardly anyone finds it and when they do, they fight over it, because everyone just wants to possess it, out of pure hedonism and boundless greed.
5 Behind her mask of perfection and aloofness, she hides herself - a pitiful something that cannot quite be seen or recognised. Alone and lonely, she sits in a self-imposed golden cage... and there you stink to yourself - identity-less!!!! - Don't be surprised that that's why they gaze at you and wonder: Is she really so great and amazing?
...I feel quite impatient, the rubbing can't go fast enough for me, why does it take 6 minutes?
- Just make it shorter, says the inner voice, because no one will ever know!
- But now you're not getting me around, Truffle! Somehow I feel quite superficial when I'm with you. Nothing can really impress me in life anymore, because everything is more appearance than reality!
Truffle: "The main thing is that I'm doing well. If I want something, I just get it. How are the others doing? I haven't thought about that yet. Why should I? I don't care what the others are doing. As long as I have enough food and am well provided for, everything suits me quite well!"
"Worried? - Why? - Why? --- I don't understand the question! - It's all stupid talk, why don't you leave me alone with it!"
6 "I live by my rules and I make them the way I like them and I can also change them again at any time and adapt them to my needs without batting an eyelid! - For me, it simply has to fit!"
... and what do you think of morals?
"What is morality? - I'm just above that!"
I live beyond all moral standards, that's the only way I can fulfil all my desires!
Remember:Anything is possible - you just have to do it!
Maybe stages 5 and 6, stage 10
... a wonderful illusion at daybreak in Liznjan!
Follow-up observation on 20. 10. 2021Dream: Lots of clothes, fur coats, luggage, can't carry everything at once, afraid of having to leave something behind or of being robbed. I am totally overwhelmed with the handling!
At breakfast, unusual craving for sugar on my porridge. I never do that normally!
Complaints due to:Intemperance, Impudence, Importunity, Greed, Corruption, Amoral behaviour, temptations, superficiality.